I don't wanna risk another goodbye; all or nothing.

Only picture taken on 21stSept2013. (Clubdream)

Throwback. W childhood & Marcus.

Drunkard.

W Hubert,

#Sotrue

Hopefully, daddy get me this rather than the black nor the white one.





21stSept2013

Met up w childhood, Zx  at ClarkeQuay.
The 3 of us finish 1 bottle of martel before the rest came.
Pris & i got problem w the Guestlist at first, but Zx managed to settle that.
So we went to get our chop & went back to drink the 2nd bottle as the rest of them had reached.
After finishing the 2nd bottle, Andy, Js said that they're going in first, So they left & pris & i stayed & continue
drinking w Zx's friend. Jack daniel sucks. Haha!
And there Pris & Zx vomited. Then i'm like 'Merlion sia!'
I find myself irritating, haha! Already drunk yet can disturb people. HAHA
Ok, then, after drinking, we walked back to Club Dream w me (DRUNK)
At least i admit okay. Hehe, but Zx was very nice. He actually ask his friend to take care of Pris & i when he's away.
Aww right? Haha! I remembered a guy who really take care of us so patiently! That's so nice of him though i don't know him. But anyway, at that point of time, i'm too high already. Can't even maintain. HAHAHA
Zx eventually fall asleep in the club (as usual).
So we bring him out & they went to eat Bkt when i saw  my phone spammed w so many missed calls.
Called back & was asked to go chalet.
Hesitated & thought of going till Simu told us that there's fight & asked us not to go.
So, we didn't even had Bkt & we went home.
BUT I SWEAR I HAD FUN THAT NIGHT HEHEHE

Stayed over at Pris house & woke up super early as i'm thirsty & she, Haha! HANGOVER YAY YAY YAY
So evil right? Hehe. Got a very bad neck ache thanks to her idiotic pillow.
That's all for my weekend i guess?

Ohya, met up daddylove today & he told me that he's admin had already ordered note3. I actually wanted 5s but after seeing childhood w her 'Bigbang theme phone' i also want! But not bigbang's theme of course, i want my pinky  themes l! Hehe, and just so nice that daddy told me he took note3.
I was like launch already meh? He said 25th? I guess wrong info anyway. I don't care, i just hope it's pink k pink.


Another thing.You're coming out soon, so soon. I can't believe 2years just passed like that. I wish i could tell you how much i missed you. I miss the time when you would called up & ask me if we could meet up as you miss me. I miss the time you would suddenly pop up from nowhere after i finish clubbing just to send me home. I miss how you take care of me when i'm drunk. I miss the time when you take care of me when i'm sick. I miss the time when you would pick me up after school/work. I miss the time when i spend so much time with your family. I miss how much you care & worry about me. In short, i miss every single thing about you.
I miss everything about us but i don't want it back.

  We might have some misunderstandings thanks to those idiotic people. But i wont bother to explain as i don't find a need to. I know you well, maybe you'll just appear at my doorstep asking for an explanation or maybe not. You know me well either, so if you choose to believe what the rest say, go ahead.

I always finds it hards to reject, therefore i hardly does.  Life goes on with or without you. I told myself, i'm fine before you so therefore, i'll be fine after you either. You might even see this post when you're out, but..


Okay, i'm speechless. (:

So, also planning to go Mansion this coming friday. Hopefully things go smoothly. First time there though. Hehe, anyway, ladies night next wed on the 2nd. Yayness!