I will wait, no matter how hard it is.

1. Ya, i said that i hate you.
2. Its true.
3. But i still love you, although its not deep as before.
4. You told me that I'm more precious than her.
5. Glad, but i don't know why but I'm disappointed in you.
6. You did those things that its hard to forgive & forget.
7. At the road side, remember?
8. I still choose to forgive but remember, i won't forget.
9. I just felt insecure, maybe it doesn't lies on you,
10. But it lies on me.
11. I wanted to end it, you should know why.
12. But you're the one who doesn't wants to let go.
13. Thank god.
14. Anyway, I'll fcuking attend all your court &
15. i will be praying there for the greatest news.
16. Lastly, i love you.

You're no where better.

1. Boyf went to _ _ again.

2. I was damn shocked when they came to my house to find him.

3. He left with those idiots.

4. He was brought back.

5. I've been crying like mad as i know what happen.

6. I need an explanation from you.

7. You're suppose to go _ _ _ _ _ today.

8. But luckily you didn't.

9. Went to dye my hair yesterday that cost me $100.

10. Spends hours for it.

11. Dad was crazy, he asked me to go shopping and gave me

$$$$ that was unexpected.

12. Received calls from Boyf's mum & i was updated.

13. Rush down to th fucked up place & yeah, i waited for 3hours.

14. Boyf told me he was happy when he saw me waiting.

15. He told me that he had been thinking about me.

16. Touched.

17. He know that something is wrong with me.

18. He asked, & i confronted him.

19. He explained, gone crazy.

20. He told me, i love you more than you love me.

21. I told him, it's impossible.

22. Boyf was too crazy.

23. His head bleed.

24. Like i say, crazy.

25. I didn't want to forgive him, but i can't bear to

see him suffer like that.

26. I went down his house crying.

27. Surprisingly, he came.

28. He held my hands & walk silently.

*Screaming & fighting kissing in the rain.

29. We went back to his house and notice that ahxuan had left his

house.

30. Poor girl.

AND TOMORROW IS OUR 2ND MONTH! :D

Ahxuan, thanks for meeting me when I'm confused & sad.

I really appreciate a friend like you.

& Thats the way i love you.

Anyway, i hate quite a bad day.

1st : After he had told me the truth that is worse than i thought.

2nd : Kena locked up in tanglin cause of stupid reasons.

3rd : I'm at fault.

4th : I wanted to end it, but yet, i don't have the guts to.

5th : He apologise yet, its really hard for me to forgive & forget.

6th : Its a hard decision for me.

7th : YennyGoh is loved! :D

To my boyf ♥♥♥:

If you are really going in, take a look at this.

You're th one that i love most, i'm sure its not crush.

Ok, 2years seems long but no matter what, i'll wait.

You may not believe as you're inside, but whatever it

is, i'll stand by you.

&You're forgiven although you've apologise,

but frankly speaking, its still hard to forgive.

But since you've promise it won't happen again,

I TRUST YOU.

And that bitch, Get your ass off my boyf! He's mine,

you're nobody to him la hor, knn.

You think he like you? Come on la, take a look at the mirror

la, PUI !!!! :)

YennyGoh&TREASURE♥:

You're the one that stand by me, listen to whatever i wanna say.

You're a true friend.

Perhaps this song should be dedicated to you.