OMFG

Ok, today was.. fine? Woke up at hell 6am due to my stomach. Ok, then went to market with mummylove. Back home, felt so crazy & i eventually pack the whole house, wash all the clothes, pack my cupboard & cook lunch. Can you imagine that's me? Mummylove was damn shocked when she saw. She asked me ": Girl, you ok not?!" Then i was like ya why? Then she replied this ": Did the doctor prescribe the wrong medication? I was like WTH NO! I'm totally fine.  Wanted to take a nap, but i failed! I sweep the floor, mop, clean the mirror, wash up mummylove jeans & that's heavy. Then went over to buy cig, refill the big bottle of water. Heavy till the plastic bag also broke. Goodness, then went back, watch my show & went over to mummylove shop to look for her! Tehee. here i am, receive a damn f-ing shocking news.

AdamKoh ": I miss you too, tons tons. I will definitely visit you when i'm back. I didn't visit you because i thought you don't want to see me due to our explosive quarrel. I was sooo shock when Mei(Glenda) told me. Why you don't know what to write to me? Then you think i know how to wrote to you ah!?

My heart totally sinks when you said": Love you always." Seriously like, from heaven to hell.

I just wanna say, I love you too! ):

FML

Seriously, damn pissed off, daddy have been bad mouth-ing about Mummy. I seriously hate it. He never even think before he said that. I'm forever the middle person. Hate that fcuking feeling. My mood hasn't been good. Went to see doctor yesterday. Sigh, how i wish you were here to listen to me. Let bygones be bygones isn't it? Maybe i'm just used to you being by my side. Frankly speaking, i got the urge to write letter to you. But, i don't know if i should. Going to extend my visa again on the 5th. Seriously, i don't f-ing feel like going back. Fml, everything doesn't seems to go smoothly. Like WTF? Haven been taking picture recently. Like lazy? I don't know. I've nothing else to say. Bye.