Friendship is not a big thing, it's a million little things.

Left you, right me. 3years old i suppose?

When you're blonde & i'm green.

Cheeky face while you're staring at me.

First time working together.

She's no one special, just someone who had been going through up & down, thick & thin with me.
My childhood.

From young (1993) the year when we're born, my parents gave me a very special gift & that's her. And that's because my dad knows her granddad and from there my mum get to know her mum. She's 1month 3 days older than me.  As i'm the only child, i had nobody to play with, she PRISCILLA TAN SIMIN  had since be my un-biological sister. She will eventually share all her toys with me, giving in to me & share every single cents with me.
Since young, my parents dote on me, give in to me, i'm actually a spoilt brat, too pampered too loved. Nevertheless, my childhood PTSM, did the same. Till now she's still that one that tolerate my nonsense, be there for me when i'm down, always stand up for me especially regarding akys & always assist me when i needed help. She'll always give me good advice, accompany me to shop even if she's broke, lend me her last 10cents, share her food with me, always taking care of me when i'm sick. I might not be a good friend, i'm short tempered, unreasonable, arrogant, pampered but she never fails to give in to me. We will always go crazy together, club together, shop together & of course we do quarrel. She knows me too well, whenever we quarrel, she will always be the one who apologize to me ( even if it's not her fault ). I wouldn't reply to her whatsapp as i'm angry, but she never gives up on our friendship & would eventually take the initiative to call me &  make sure that i'm okay. It literally shows that she really treasure our friendship, alot.

Sadly, we each met a guy that change our 'life'.
During that time, we didn't really contact. We wasn't there for each other. But whenever i call her, she'll always pick up &  i'll start ranting things about my ex bf. She, also met a guy that change her life in a wrong way. She met a guy that don't appreciate, treasure &care for her. That guy was a real idiot to lose my bff who loves him so much. DUDE, YOU'RE JUST ASKING TO DIE.
She was too blinded by then i guess? But anyway, childhood, what's gone is gone okay? Don't give a fcuk about him, i mean even if he wants you back. Comeon, there's so many guys out there! Just wait for the 'new shoe' he'll be here, maybe like 'TOMORROW'? You won't know right? Trust me, getting back with him will be the worst decision you've ever made.


I know it's random that i suddenly wanna post our stories, but i'm really touched by your effort made on wednesday. Remember? I'm in a bad mood & wanted to go club so badly? But there's somethings that happen that we've to cancel our plan? I was so angry that i don't want to return your apps? I know i'm unreasonable, i replied only after like? 30mins? You called, i ignored. I told you i'll get back to you once i've cool down? I did right? I don't want to reply you when i'm angry because, i know nothing nice will be out from me. BUT I AFTER I MIA FOR 30MINS I DID REPLY YOU RIGHT? HAHAHAHA.





Here, i wanna thank you for being so patient with me, always giving in to me.
Thankyou for always being there for me.
Thankyou for always standing up for me.
Thankyou for always thinking for me.
Thankyou for all your advices though it's nonsense sometimes.
Thankyou for always helping me out.
Thankyou for always lending me your last 10cents.
Thankyou for trying to cheer me up whenever i'm feeling sad.
Thankyou for cooking for me when i'm hungry yet lazy.
Thankyou for cutting fruits for me when i'm craving.
Thankyou for taking care of me when i'm sick.
Every little things counts & i won't forget every single thing that you've done.
Thank god for having a friend like you.
& lastly, thankyou for being my friend, best best friend.
You know i love you as much as you love me.
I LOVE YOU, MY 2OYEARS OF CHILDHOOD/UNBIOLOGICAL SISTER. MUAMUA <3 nbsp="">

One person, thousand feelings.

I don't know what happen to me recently. Had been feeling real confused & thanks to you for that.
I have thousands & millions of thoughts in my mind. I don't know what am i feeling, i don 't know how to trust anymore, i don't believe in relationships, i don't know what to do, with you who keeps me hanging on, all i know is that i start to miss you, more & more. I hope i find an explanations regarding this. However, there's still no answer. So lost, so confused. I hope you know its you whom i'm referring to. I miss you, that bad.

I don't wanna risk another goodbye; all or nothing.

Only picture taken on 21stSept2013. (Clubdream)

Throwback. W childhood & Marcus.

Drunkard.

W Hubert,

#Sotrue

Hopefully, daddy get me this rather than the black nor the white one.





21stSept2013

Met up w childhood, Zx  at ClarkeQuay.
The 3 of us finish 1 bottle of martel before the rest came.
Pris & i got problem w the Guestlist at first, but Zx managed to settle that.
So we went to get our chop & went back to drink the 2nd bottle as the rest of them had reached.
After finishing the 2nd bottle, Andy, Js said that they're going in first, So they left & pris & i stayed & continue
drinking w Zx's friend. Jack daniel sucks. Haha!
And there Pris & Zx vomited. Then i'm like 'Merlion sia!'
I find myself irritating, haha! Already drunk yet can disturb people. HAHA
Ok, then, after drinking, we walked back to Club Dream w me (DRUNK)
At least i admit okay. Hehe, but Zx was very nice. He actually ask his friend to take care of Pris & i when he's away.
Aww right? Haha! I remembered a guy who really take care of us so patiently! That's so nice of him though i don't know him. But anyway, at that point of time, i'm too high already. Can't even maintain. HAHAHA
Zx eventually fall asleep in the club (as usual).
So we bring him out & they went to eat Bkt when i saw  my phone spammed w so many missed calls.
Called back & was asked to go chalet.
Hesitated & thought of going till Simu told us that there's fight & asked us not to go.
So, we didn't even had Bkt & we went home.
BUT I SWEAR I HAD FUN THAT NIGHT HEHEHE

Stayed over at Pris house & woke up super early as i'm thirsty & she, Haha! HANGOVER YAY YAY YAY
So evil right? Hehe. Got a very bad neck ache thanks to her idiotic pillow.
That's all for my weekend i guess?

Ohya, met up daddylove today & he told me that he's admin had already ordered note3. I actually wanted 5s but after seeing childhood w her 'Bigbang theme phone' i also want! But not bigbang's theme of course, i want my pinky  themes l! Hehe, and just so nice that daddy told me he took note3.
I was like launch already meh? He said 25th? I guess wrong info anyway. I don't care, i just hope it's pink k pink.


Another thing.You're coming out soon, so soon. I can't believe 2years just passed like that. I wish i could tell you how much i missed you. I miss the time when you would called up & ask me if we could meet up as you miss me. I miss the time you would suddenly pop up from nowhere after i finish clubbing just to send me home. I miss how you take care of me when i'm drunk. I miss the time when you take care of me when i'm sick. I miss the time when you would pick me up after school/work. I miss the time when i spend so much time with your family. I miss how much you care & worry about me. In short, i miss every single thing about you.
I miss everything about us but i don't want it back.

  We might have some misunderstandings thanks to those idiotic people. But i wont bother to explain as i don't find a need to. I know you well, maybe you'll just appear at my doorstep asking for an explanation or maybe not. You know me well either, so if you choose to believe what the rest say, go ahead.

I always finds it hards to reject, therefore i hardly does.  Life goes on with or without you. I told myself, i'm fine before you so therefore, i'll be fine after you either. You might even see this post when you're out, but..


Okay, i'm speechless. (:

So, also planning to go Mansion this coming friday. Hopefully things go smoothly. First time there though. Hehe, anyway, ladies night next wed on the 2nd. Yayness!

Don't regret, just forget.

W le childhood.

Second tower when the lights are already on. We managed to finish anyway. 

Hubert the lousy photographer. 

Credits to childhood.

Look at childhood, smiling like an retard & as for Hubert, vomited blood. Sighpie.

I just wanna make sure that i don't neglect my blog. HAHA

Ok, last night was nothing special.

Chilling away at our area, till Marcus asked:" Let's go drink!" 

Then i'm like " Huh?! You serious?"

He was like :" ya?"

Then, we keep thinking about the place. Dream, Zouk, District1, Hollywood,Doll house &  Planet paradise all came to our mind.

Then childhood was like, go find my dad ah? So, we all rush back home to prepare & meet 30minutes later.

We only manage to meet at 1am. Ok, dafug right? Reach our destination at 1plus while the club closes at 3am. So 1st tower came. We finished it & thought like, just in time. But then, childhood's daddy open another tower 5 minutes before lights on. We went out to smoke & when we came back, the tower is full again. We were all like : " Whats going on sia?" HAHAHA, David came to join us as well. 

So we finished the tower with Hubert vomiting blood, childhood vomit as well. Including me! Bleah!

Took separate cabs home, same destination though, meet at macdonald & the above picture shows everything. 

That's all! 

Andandand, I CAN'T WAIT FOR SATURDAY!