“ You can't see your next if you're too busy looking at your ex.“

And yea, my ex bf. Akys, glad to see him after two years. Feel happy for him that he's out leading a new life, we might or might not be friends now. I know i'm unreasonable for knocking the door when you're inside, i'm sorry for that, really.   A year plus being together aren't easy, we been through up & downs, thick & thin. So much that i myself wouldn't expect/imagine. You're the only guy who make me smile for no reason, always make me feel so important, always putting me as your first. Thankyou for your time, patience & love.  All the best to you, in life & of course,thankyou for the memories. (:  

Camwhore session w my girls before heading to akys's house.

5thOctober.

With Xuan, Weisheng, & Weide.

5th October 2013

The day whereby i hesitated, the day with full of fear, nervousness.

On that day, Pris & Xuan was asked/invited to akys's house. Heard from Pris that he didn't want me to go. *he hint her actually.

But his sister(Glenda), sweet enough to ask me along as i've no plannings on that day. NO PARTY IN SHORT HAHA. So meet up with daddy for dinner before heading over. So many things running in my head, can't even stop thinking about what's gonna happen there. Before that, i had sweaty palms, cold sweat, heart pumping non stop even Pris notice as i kept quiet all the way throughout the trip. i thought we could talk things out, but there's too many people there. His family member talked  to me, as usual. (So nice of them right?)

Especially his Yima, ask me how i've been doing, said that my gan daddy miss me then i was like gan daddy?! Then she said ya, her husband. Aww, damn unexpected. So touched by her, she actually said that she saw my facebook, lovey dovey with my daddy. HAHA! So i was drunk that night, again. *stare

Hubert Ee, never fails to counsel me when i'm feeling down. I thought i regretted going, but the fact is that i did not. His mummy, told me that she dote on me like her own daughter & she don't allow me to call her simu anymore, she asked me to call her 'mummy'. But it's weird to call my ex bf's mummy right? As in, i'm used to call her Simu eh.. Haha, went to Club Oriantino ( i don't even know how i get there) that's not the point anyway. So i rant everything, out. Felt so much better aftermath. Xuan went back around 6plus in the morning to look for her bf while Pris, Hubert, Weide &  i stayed over as akys's. Had steamboat that afternoon & went back home at about 9plus. Fall asleep in bus though, too tired.

That's all for my weekend. (: Awesome time spent with his family. 

                     Ladies night, Club Dream.

Ladies night last week was awesome, though it's just the 3 of us, (Cindy, Pris & I) but i had so much fun.
So we meet up in Cq, head to Club Dream start drinking & we all damn high la! Especially, Cindy! HAHA
So we 3 like jump up to the podium, get down, get up again. I don't know what we're doing either. Might be going again this Wednesday, LADIES NIGHT LEH HAHAHA. So Saturday, i'm ready to party ok. Zx, got me? You're in! I don't care haha! Miss you all la! (:

Thankyou my friends for all the concern & care. Thankyou for hearing me out, thank you for worrying about me. I'm fine, really, won't die?! Haha, really touched to have a group of friends concerning about me, afraid that i'll breakdown afraid that i'll lose myself. I'll get back on track. Not to worry. I love you all, especially my Chicken, Duck. Thankyou darlings, thanks for being there for me. Thank you to have hear me out. Thank your for understanding. MUAMUA K MUAMUA!