It is not goodbye. Just a longer, I will see you later. ♥

Hello readers! Haha, must be wondering why I'm awake at such timing right! It's because, I haven sleep! Haha! & I'm wide awake. Ok, I just went down to market ( I know I sounds like an auntie.) Haha! Went to buy my breakfast/lunch & dinner. Hehe, cause I'll be so lazy to go in after I wake up. Have been real independent. Haha, Wash clothes myself, pack the whole house myself. I miss MummyLove👩 much. Lots of monks were at the market, therefore, I head over and they were chanting scripture. (念经）So nice of the monk to look so happy to see me. Haha, cause I always find him to chant for me. English fail. Ok, that's all. Gonna sleep soon. Byebye! 😜😜😜

When I miss you, I would look through our pictures. Not to remind me of you, but to make me feel as if I am with you. It makes me forget the distance & capture you.

Hello readers! 😁
Back to blogging today. Saw my title? Yes, that's my feeling towards him. He still can't be replace & will never be. Slept at 6am(Thailand time)🕖 ☀ & woke up at about 3pm🕒. Hahaha! Pig really. I'm still tired now. Gosh, I want to sleep la. Anyway, just went down to buy food. I bought Thai fried mee. 🍝Hehe, pictures below. Delicious! & of course, I did not finish all! Too much. & it only cost me about $1.60. & i accidentally delete away. Wtf. 💢Will be going for manicure 💅 when MummyLove 👩 is back. Yea! Took a few pictures. That's how boring my life is.😖 Ok, pictures below. Anyway, happen to look through some albums & I found this picture with my dearest boy. 😘

Back to normal. 😜😜😜

Ok, I'm back to normal! Hehe, after tearing, alone. I felt so much better. Slept at 10 am (thailand time) this morning & I woke up about 5.30pm (Thailand time). Lol, becoming a vampire very soon. Ok, MummyLove 👩 called me & she told me that she'll be back on Saturday! Yeah, she's back equals to my advance birthday present is coming too! &&& Shopping too! Hehe! & She warn me not to go down. & Of course, I did not listen. 😁 I went down and buy 6 bottles of 1.5l of water. You must be finding this weird. Ok, MummyLove don't drink boil water in thailand. She thinks that it's not very clean. Haha, she's the weirdo. When I was walking on the street, 6 motors pass by me and horn like nobody's business. Scare the shit out of me. Now I know why MummyLove👩 ask me not to go out
in the night. So many perverts around. I'm bored la. Don't know what games to download already. ANYWAY, I WILL BE UPDATING MY BLOG EVERYDAY. STAY TUNEEEEE! HEE! 😁 Don't know what time I'll sleep tonight. Sigh. So many things are bothering me. Ok, shall upload a naked face picture of mine. Bear with it ah. Hahaha! ✌

要我这么忘掉这美丽的爱情？ ♥

Excuse me, I'm very emotional today. Looking through our pictures with all sorts of memories. Remember when we first met, we hated each other. You said that my voice are fake. I said that you're a bloody monkey. End up being together. Lol, then broke up 5 days later. & the date was, 271008. We patch back when I'm back from Thailand & it was on 281208. We broke up 2 months 2 days later. Coincidentally, i saw you at Vivo city when I was with my friends. Both of us was damn shocked. Then I push you into the water! Lol! You wet yourself! Haha! I met up with Priscilla. We went pub. Then I went to tua. & I saw you. I was like wth? Why is he here? It was so awkward! The day day, I went to jdee with Priscilla. & when I went back to Toa payoh, you asked me for patch. Surprisingly of course. I agreed. As I've never forget you. And that was on 090810. Memorable one. You were so nice to me. I really treasure our time together. However, one day you came outside my house and look for me. We plan to go town on that day. You were waiting outside my house. When i have finish preparing, I open my window & I saw two man standing behind you. Asking if you were Akys. Then they handcuff you. I don't even know what's going on? I was ready to go out already! & you just went with him. I felt helpless. I didn't know what to do. I stunt for about 3 mins & I went down. I saw you getting into the police car. That night, when I saw the newspaper. Then I know what exactly happen. I was real sad/depressed. You came out from remonth. I didn't know as I'm in Thailand. I was on Facebook, you were in a relationship with her. I was like wtf? Did we even ended? I tear like hell. Even my mum was shock when we saw. She asked me what happen. I told her. You called me, we quarreled. I cried, shouted, scream. I hate you, I told you. You told me you still love me. You miss me a lot. I miss you more. I went back to Singapore. We met up. You've already broke up with your ex. We got back together. I've decided to end our relationship on 28 nov 2011 I guess? You've really neglected me. 💔 That's the reason for our break up. We quarreled outside Mbk that night. & yea, we had ended this 1year plus relationship. You went in on 30thNovember. I went to your court. I sat behind you. We didn't talk. You were sentence.😥 I did not cry. I've to control no matter what. I kept on telling myself to give up. but I just can't. Why? Sigh. Glenda told me you wrote letter to me. You still love me. I asked myself, is that really possible? I thought if I were to go Thailand✈, I won't miss you. I won't even think of you. I was wrong. So wrong. I still miss you, like as if you were still mine. I really have the urge to visit you. But I'm afraid, I'll tear, I can't give up. I don't want to give up on our relationship. But you should know what's the reason behind it. I love you, as alwaysz you're not forgotten. I told mysel to get rid of you, forget you. I can't, I really can't. I find myself so useless. I miss you everyday. I want you to be my last. But it seems impossible now. I love you. AdamKohYS. My dearest boy. 😘 ♥

What's love without you?

Hi readers! It's been a long time since I've last updated my blog. Ok, mum is currently in Singapore. And I'm in Thailand. Haha! However MummyLove promise to get me my birthday present when she's back! Yeah! Love her much. Daddy is very angry that I'm still not back in Singapore. MummyLove will be back on this coming Saturday I guess? Hopefully! I'm like so bored here, got money also don't know where to shop. MummyLove I miss you! Have been having weird dreams this few nights. Weird, real weird. Ok, I don't dare to sleep alone la! So scary! Especially after watching the stupid Thai ghost stories. True one somemore. Torturing me indirectly. Every night, i will wait for the sun to rise then I will close the curtains and off the lights and Coma. When the hell did I become so timid? Lol! Anyway, will be back to post more tomorrow. Anyway, this is the first time i blog using my phone! Hehe! Stay tune! ♥


-The hair when i just went Thailand & the hair now. Why my fringe grow so fast?

OMFG

Ok, today was.. fine? Woke up at hell 6am due to my stomach. Ok, then went to market with mummylove. Back home, felt so crazy & i eventually pack the whole house, wash all the clothes, pack my cupboard & cook lunch. Can you imagine that's me? Mummylove was damn shocked when she saw. She asked me ": Girl, you ok not?!" Then i was like ya why? Then she replied this ": Did the doctor prescribe the wrong medication? I was like WTH NO! I'm totally fine.  Wanted to take a nap, but i failed! I sweep the floor, mop, clean the mirror, wash up mummylove jeans & that's heavy. Then went over to buy cig, refill the big bottle of water. Heavy till the plastic bag also broke. Goodness, then went back, watch my show & went over to mummylove shop to look for her! Tehee. here i am, receive a damn f-ing shocking news.

AdamKoh ": I miss you too, tons tons. I will definitely visit you when i'm back. I didn't visit you because i thought you don't want to see me due to our explosive quarrel. I was sooo shock when Mei(Glenda) told me. Why you don't know what to write to me? Then you think i know how to wrote to you ah!?

My heart totally sinks when you said": Love you always." Seriously like, from heaven to hell.

I just wanna say, I love you too! ):

FML

Seriously, damn pissed off, daddy have been bad mouth-ing about Mummy. I seriously hate it. He never even think before he said that. I'm forever the middle person. Hate that fcuking feeling. My mood hasn't been good. Went to see doctor yesterday. Sigh, how i wish you were here to listen to me. Let bygones be bygones isn't it? Maybe i'm just used to you being by my side. Frankly speaking, i got the urge to write letter to you. But, i don't know if i should. Going to extend my visa again on the 5th. Seriously, i don't f-ing feel like going back. Fml, everything doesn't seems to go smoothly. Like WTF? Haven been taking picture recently. Like lazy? I don't know. I've nothing else to say. Bye.