Letting go is one way of saying i love you.

I don't know what to post! Ahhhhh! Ok,
-To Yingxuan:, naughty ah you. Didn't ask for my permission & you almost gave my number ah. But i'm not angry. See ya soon.

To beloved yumei : " Cheerup, no point crying over such a guy that don't even
deserve you. You're only wasting your tears. Wipe your tears & go find another one! Want me to intro? Haha,
cheer up la! Alright? <3

Life have been real bored. I don't know why the hell i wake up so early nowadays la,
planning to go back singapore. But not sure want anot. I'm afraid, ok.
I'm going to extend my visa on saturday, all the way to malaysia to extend.
Wth, so far. But nevermind, will be sitting uncle's car (:
&Hopefully shopping on saturday & clubbing on sunday night!
Whhoooops! We've nothing to talk about today. ):
Kinda sad, but don't worry cause you'll be my next la!(Hopefully) :D
I'm sorry! I've told a lied.

I've thought through, no point hating.

My mistake, i admit.
N : I'm sorry, sorry that i've lied to you, sorry that i've hurt you.
I didn't mean to avoid your messages, i just don't wanna hurt you any further.
Like you say, i'm bitch, you're wrong, i'm worse than a bitch.
Really sorry.

My skin's still burning from your touch, oh i just can't get enough.
I said i wouldn't asked for much, but your eyes are dangerous.
So the thoughts kept spinning in my head.
Can we stop this masquerade. Awwwww!

Perhaps, i'm used to it, as i don't feel anything.

• Pictures are finally uploaded! (:
• Wheee! As i bought the mini doraemon adapter :D
• Hee, ok, life had been great, hmm.
• Here i wanna thanks all those people that are concern about me, glad to have you guys around by my side.
• I'M ALRIGHT! REALLY! :D
• Hmm, taht night was awesome, i went to this club with those girl naked.
• Ok, wth. My reaction was like -.-?
• Sunday going another club, hopefully will enjoy there, as there's alot of thai songs.
• Then i'm over there like (question mark?) :D
• Haha, going back only after my birthday i guess.
• So what if i'm avoiding? That's me.
• Ok, i've deleted those photos, didn't want to see any of them.
• Ohya, you asked for that top-up card, i will buy as i don't want to owe you anything.
• But i'll buy the $18 one :D
• Who knows you anyhow lie ?
• Anyway, Club on sun hopefully a nice one.
• That day, i drank Whiskey & yep, i'm drunk! Hahahha!
• Hang over the next morning & the feeling sucks.
• Like as if you're floating in the sea. Perhaps, (Land!)

Sun gonna be next, dance till i fall yeah?
Life have been great, great without you.
I don't want to owe you anything or perhaps, you owe me more.
But, aiya! I don't know what to say already. More pictures will be uploaded tomorrow.
(Pictures in club & Club! WoooHooo!) Stay tune ! :D

Jack.C :
Thanks, you're the one that stand by me, cheer me up, talk craps with me, cares for me,
calling me noob,(:D)& miss me. I guess no one else will. Wth, owe you a treat cause i let you wait? Idiot, got such thing one meh! Always bully me only ! Humph.
But thank god for knowing you. (: & I hope i love you too.


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Quote of the day : You can't make someone love you, all you can do is be someone who can be loved, the rest is up to the person to realize your worth. (:

If you love something let it go, if it comes back to you, it's yours but if it doesn't, it never was.

Yes, You've brighten up my day. Thanks dude! :D Sleeping half way then, my ring tone(Like a G6)
rang like hell. Went shopping with mummy today, just ate my dinner skipping my lunch &
breakfast! Hee, cause i was sleeping. Damn tired today. Heading club tonight! Wheeee!
Went rounding just now, bored.
Ok, & I'm rotting in front of the com now.
Bought pink&Aqua lenses today today. Bought rose contact lens case too.
Bought a T-shirt, dress, eye-lashes & glue.
Kinda cool, haha.
Ok, I've make a deal. (To myself)
Never ever gonna fall in love again, feelings? Sucks.


There won't be a next one, & I'm going to go all the clubs & ladies night!
Enjoying myself here, will only be returning to Singapore after my birthday & I'll
be going ladies night the moment i reach Singapore! Wahahahahaha!




This time round, i really won't forgive you.
I hate you& i won't miss you anymore.


& I'm, gonna dance till i fall tonight!

Hearts sinks till the bottom of my feet.

1. I'm currently in thailand now.
2. Unexpected things happens.
3. Yesterday last minute went drinking with mummy.
4. Having hang over now.
5. To you, i won't accept you. I don't love you. Not even like.
6. To you you, stop flirting.
7. Anyway, didn't expect that thai clubbing also got trance ! (:
8. Not feeling well this days.
   
9. Gastric like getting worse only.
10. Kept on eating spicy stuffs.
11. You are not that sweet to me.
12. You're treating me so different from others!
    
13. Anyway. You told me you know how much _ _ _.
14. You won't know unless you were me.
15. Can't sleep last night, slept at 8am this morning,
16. Thinking & thinking.
17. Give you my blessing, you ask me to go & die.
18. Anyway, i hope that i can go back to singapore soon!
19. 22 got event! (:
    
20. Was updated by Aldy.
21. Hoping for your call, i'm confused.
22. My stomach is killing me.
23. Mum say she wanna bring me to the doctor,
24. Ewww, i then don't want to talk medicine ah. Bleah!
25. Sure will puke straight,

I'm speechless.
Gastric! Shoooo! I hate you, fever, i hate you too.
Cough, get lost! :D

Alright, i'm confused.

1. I'm confused.
2. I'm still confused.
3. I'm really confused.
4. Ok, i shall end my confused.
5. I'm really confuse, i don't know what i'm doing.
6. I felt so helpless.
7. He's just flirting, come on la, i'm old enough to think.
8. Budd is damn cute, (: (Budd, if see this must tagged me ah!)
9. Budd got long legs and his height is 185cm tall.
10. He bath for hours & he finds excuses that he's watching tv :D
11. Ok, back to "one", i really don't know what to say.
12. I'm real confuse, i'm going to the same ite as him.
13. Hesitating if i should really go.
14. Ok, that's all. Bye!
15. Chatting with budd now, a real good entertainer! :D
16. & I know budd 'lil secret! At the age of 20, he's watching ELMO! OMG!

Ohmygod, can someone explain this?

That little love story that represents my life.

Adam koh, look at what we've been through.

You told me not to wait for you.

By saying this, you think that you're very noble?

Let me tell you, you're being very selfish.

You didn't spare a thought for me.

You think that i will accept what you arrange or plan?

You should know the answer, NO!

I'm as demanding as you, as naive as you & as hot tempered

as you.

We have the same character, that's what other couples don't have.

We quarrel everyday, can be considered as an unique couple. (:

You wanna me to let go? You know i won't.

Being with you for a total of half a year,(plus two years ago)

i know you more& understand you better.

I hate that letter you wrote!

I feel like tearing it apart or eve burn it.

Cause i know that is not what you really want.

I don't know why, but i know i'll be waiting for you.

(No matter under what circumstances.) Since it's my promise

to you, i'll do it. Wanna end this relationship? Wait till you're out!

&AdamKoh, i really meant what i say by saying you're my one & only

beloved, don't trust me? Then jolly well go jump down alright? :D

AdamKoh, iloveyou.