I don't know what to do.

ADAMKOH,

FCUKING COME OUT AND TELL ME!

YOU KNOW WHAT? I AM ALL ALONE BECAUSE OF YOUR STUPID ACT,

IF YOU'RE THAT STUPID, THEN NO POINT FOR US TO BE TOGETHER!

YOU BETTER FASTER COME OUT AND EXPLAIN EVERY SINGLE THING TO ME

OR ELSE, I WILL HATE YOU FOR LIFE!

AND AND AND, YOU'RE GOING TO PAY ME BACK ALL THE THINGS THAT

YOU'VE OWED ME! MUST! <3

I'm at home now, so bored, ladies night at Zirca was awesome!

Hahaahahaah, have a great night with all the girls,

especially, Yeeling! Fun ttm, she was damn high la,

then i high together with her lor! Hahahahaha, Sharon was

enjoying at the corner, we even went up the cage and stage!

Wth, really siao already! When the hell did i have the guts to do so?

Hahahaha, Adam koh, you asked me not to go club,

why must i listen to you when you didn't even give a thought about me

while doing all those things? I'm good enough to wait for you when you're at

fault. I'm having split personality very very soon!

-Event on sunday which is tomorrow.

-Getting my pay on tuesday & i'll head straight to buy me puppy!!!!!!!

-WAHAHAHAHAHAHA! FINALLY, YESSSA! :D

-&MEETING BAOBEI ON TUESDAY! WHEEEE! ~

-GONNA ASK PAP TO APPLY CREDIT CARD FOR ME...

-BUT CANNOT OVER SPEND, *HOPE SO!*

& Ya, things were all fine.

• &Ya, i'm back with her.
• The crazy friend that i had, haha.
• Not working anymore.Yesssa!
• Meet up with beloved after 'work' then,
• meet Aldy & Peishi.
• Ok, Aldy kept on disturbing us.
• Maybe that's him.
• After that, meet sakthi and VL.
• Went to kpool, with him, Terry & one guy.
• Went to meet daddy afterwards & supposingly, i was
• suppose to meet Jackson& Sakthi, but i went home.
• Hahahahahahaha! Ok, thats all.
• BaiBai!

When you'r not with me.

AdamKoh, it had been the 1month & 9days.

One year six months is not easy.

I miss you.

I've told your mum about it.

I'm unsure about it.

I'm confused.

I dont know what to do when you're not by my side.

You asked me to wait for you.

& When you're out, you want to do something big with me.

What's that?

Anyway, didn't work today. No mood to.

Gonna go for nail extention again. 3D this time round.

Went to bugis, walked there.

Bought my cosmetic and then back-ed home.

Bored, bad mood.

i miss my beloved boyfriend, yumei & choywan.

I miss clubbing too!

Gonna attend this coming event! *Hope so.

;D

What will you answer your ex when he asked you for patch but you're attached?

• Things have changed.
• He told me that he loved me alot.
• But...
• He asked me for patch, th guy that i've been talking about.
• Meeting Weikiet on sunday.
• Its hard to wait dearest.
• But i will try.
• Working recently.
• busy busy busy!
• Lazy to post already.
• What will you answer your ex when he asked you for patch but you're attached?
• Bai! (;

I will wait, no matter how hard it is.

1. Ya, i said that i hate you.
2. Its true.
3. But i still love you, although its not deep as before.
4. You told me that I'm more precious than her.
5. Glad, but i don't know why but I'm disappointed in you.
6. You did those things that its hard to forgive & forget.
7. At the road side, remember?
8. I still choose to forgive but remember, i won't forget.
9. I just felt insecure, maybe it doesn't lies on you,
10. But it lies on me.
11. I wanted to end it, you should know why.
12. But you're the one who doesn't wants to let go.
13. Thank god.
14. Anyway, I'll fcuking attend all your court &
15. i will be praying there for the greatest news.
16. Lastly, i love you.

You're no where better.

1. Boyf went to _ _ again.

2. I was damn shocked when they came to my house to find him.

3. He left with those idiots.

4. He was brought back.

5. I've been crying like mad as i know what happen.

6. I need an explanation from you.

7. You're suppose to go _ _ _ _ _ today.

8. But luckily you didn't.

9. Went to dye my hair yesterday that cost me $100.

10. Spends hours for it.

11. Dad was crazy, he asked me to go shopping and gave me

$$$$ that was unexpected.

12. Received calls from Boyf's mum & i was updated.

13. Rush down to th fucked up place & yeah, i waited for 3hours.

14. Boyf told me he was happy when he saw me waiting.

15. He told me that he had been thinking about me.

16. Touched.

17. He know that something is wrong with me.

18. He asked, & i confronted him.

19. He explained, gone crazy.

20. He told me, i love you more than you love me.

21. I told him, it's impossible.

22. Boyf was too crazy.

23. His head bleed.

24. Like i say, crazy.

25. I didn't want to forgive him, but i can't bear to

see him suffer like that.

26. I went down his house crying.

27. Surprisingly, he came.

28. He held my hands & walk silently.

*Screaming & fighting kissing in the rain.

29. We went back to his house and notice that ahxuan had left his

house.

30. Poor girl.

AND TOMORROW IS OUR 2ND MONTH! :D

Ahxuan, thanks for meeting me when I'm confused & sad.

I really appreciate a friend like you.

& Thats the way i love you.

Anyway, i hate quite a bad day.

1st : After he had told me the truth that is worse than i thought.

2nd : Kena locked up in tanglin cause of stupid reasons.

3rd : I'm at fault.

4th : I wanted to end it, but yet, i don't have the guts to.

5th : He apologise yet, its really hard for me to forgive & forget.

6th : Its a hard decision for me.

7th : YennyGoh is loved! :D

To my boyf ♥♥♥:

If you are really going in, take a look at this.

You're th one that i love most, i'm sure its not crush.

Ok, 2years seems long but no matter what, i'll wait.

You may not believe as you're inside, but whatever it

is, i'll stand by you.

&You're forgiven although you've apologise,

but frankly speaking, its still hard to forgive.

But since you've promise it won't happen again,

I TRUST YOU.

And that bitch, Get your ass off my boyf! He's mine,

you're nobody to him la hor, knn.

You think he like you? Come on la, take a look at the mirror

la, PUI !!!! :)

YennyGoh&TREASURE♥:

You're the one that stand by me, listen to whatever i wanna say.

You're a true friend.

Perhaps this song should be dedicated to you.