Tuesday, June 8, 2010

I will miss you.


Anyway, went to school today and yes, precious never come school.
& I'm fcuking left out, i'm sad, really. Clique, if you were to see this, reflect.
Whenever sparrow never come school, yen is alone. I will always find
ways not to let her feel left out, and i always succeed. E.g, in the hall,
she will sit in front of me alone, i will notice it and ask her to sit next to me.
Whenever we're at th canteen during recess, i will talked to her.
But today, it seems like she's th only one who ignored me. Disappointed.
Tracy entertain me, she was damn funny during chinese lessons la!
All because of her, teacher asked me to sit in front, wth-.-'
Ok, & i've leave th clique, Why? Because i dont want anymore fights
as our friendship had been very unstable ever since this year?
Chick: I know you're sad, i am too. But sometimes, i really cant take it as
it is over th limit. You know me, i'm petty, selfish & unreasonable.
This time round, its not easy for me to get back into this clique anymore.
You told me that you cried when you saw th star encouragement from me
last year, and that is th first and last thing you get from me? Maybe,
we are not fated to be a clique, maybe we dont know at th start, but now we know.
You're always th one who wanna solve things out, i know. But honestly, i get very
irritated, sorry to say that.
Yen ; i dont blame you for not talking to me, but why must i be th one
who talk to you first when you repeats your mistakes AGAIN& AGAIN.
You are th only one who disappoints me th most, always.
Can you REALLY reflect on yourselves? Maybe th first few days you would
listen, but after that? I'm leaving th clique not really because of you.
But you're part of th reasons, i admit. Whenever you inform people things,
i'm always th last to know, e.g, today. Popular, i dont even fcuking know anything!
Do you know how i feel? Yes, i went out with perlin without informing you all.
But think, you think you can go? Being clique for so long, we've never even
go shopping together, and i mean CLIQUE. Not individuals.
CLIQUE: As for our promise(the one that we say that if we're gonna promoted to
sec5, we're gonna throw th graduation hat), we will do it.

And, today, i went to meet precious after school and also after my art. Went to 215
to have my lunch, we spilled th coke! Omg la, poor cleaner.
Then went to tnet, slacking down there. Hmm, when leaving saw Adrian. Slack
for awhile then he say he cant make it for th club -.-'
Thursday going shihui's BBQ, excited!
Planning not to go school on both Thursday and Friday. Precious too :D
Attending school tml, afraid that she will be left out.
&Ya, i love her alot.

Signing off: Mainemaine(with a broken heart).

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