Trust is like a piece of paper, once it's crumpled, it can't be perfect anymore.

12thOctober2013, chilling with le people. (:

From left to right: Joyce bf, Joyce, Nina, Yvonne, Cindy, Me, Zx & Andy.

Mr Actcute, lzx. 

Group photo by Zx with his long hands aftermath.

And so, this Zx camwhore with my phone. *stare

And there goes my saturday, (:
An awesome saturdate though, supposingly, Zx & i together with Cindy plan to club. But because i couldn't get Guestlist for Zouk, they all didn't want to go either. Zx said: 'We leave no man behind'. And i was like hey, i'm a lady & he was like :' we leave no woman behind'. Can't tolerate his nonsense. HAHA
So, Zx came up with the 'chilling' idea. So he planned with Andy & updated me while i update Cindy as she just end work. So prepared and waited for 2 slow poke to come down from Jurong while i take my own sweet time preparing. Hehe, reached Bugis, meet up with Zx & Andy first. ( And he just anyhow give me directions la, but i'm clever enough to find my way there.) So, they had their dinner, and we walked over to Arab street & Cindy came to joined us. We couldn't decide a place to sheesha, & just happened that Nina called & asked. So, Nina, Yvonne & Joyce came down to join us! Hehe, and they were talking about this place called Nabins for sheesha & chilling. After searching for the place from google map, we finally found our way there. The place is damn awesome, with sofas, music. A nice place to chill indeed. So mad Andy said that he wanna drink liquor and i was like NOOOOOOO. So, conclusion, he ordered 8 bottles of hoe garden. And the weird thing about this place, they only have 3 sheesha flavour, lime, mint &.. &.. Ok, i forgot. So we chilled till they closed, at about 2.40am? We were like thinking where to go ah, haha! Playhouse, V4,5,6 all came to our mind. Then, nina was like V6 nearby what! So, Cindy left as she's working the next day together with Joyce & her bf. I received a call from Cindy telling me that she passed by V6. Ok, so Zx was like let's go. -.- So we went, and realized that it's too late, IT'S CLOSED OMG! We thought like all the 'V' club closes at 6am? Damn shag, so we were standing outside Jalan Sultan Plaza, thinking about where to go while talking nonsense. HAHA! So, thought of going Balestier, Jurong, bak kut teh which is next to dream, Prata etc. After thinking for 40minutes, they made up their mind & went to eat bkt while i went home. So that's all! Yayness okay, awesome saturdate. Zx still say what:' sorry if it's a boring night for you.' He must be mad &&& i'm so happy to see Zx's phone! Like awww. okay, that's all. Bai! (:

“ You can't see your next if you're too busy looking at your ex.“

And yea, my ex bf. Akys, glad to see him after two years. Feel happy for him that he's out leading a new life, we might or might not be friends now. I know i'm unreasonable for knocking the door when you're inside, i'm sorry for that, really.   A year plus being together aren't easy, we been through up & downs, thick & thin. So much that i myself wouldn't expect/imagine. You're the only guy who make me smile for no reason, always make me feel so important, always putting me as your first. Thankyou for your time, patience & love.  All the best to you, in life & of course,thankyou for the memories. (:  

Camwhore session w my girls before heading to akys's house.

5thOctober.

With Xuan, Weisheng, & Weide.

5th October 2013

The day whereby i hesitated, the day with full of fear, nervousness.

On that day, Pris & Xuan was asked/invited to akys's house. Heard from Pris that he didn't want me to go. *he hint her actually.

But his sister(Glenda), sweet enough to ask me along as i've no plannings on that day. NO PARTY IN SHORT HAHA. So meet up with daddy for dinner before heading over. So many things running in my head, can't even stop thinking about what's gonna happen there. Before that, i had sweaty palms, cold sweat, heart pumping non stop even Pris notice as i kept quiet all the way throughout the trip. i thought we could talk things out, but there's too many people there. His family member talked  to me, as usual. (So nice of them right?)

Especially his Yima, ask me how i've been doing, said that my gan daddy miss me then i was like gan daddy?! Then she said ya, her husband. Aww, damn unexpected. So touched by her, she actually said that she saw my facebook, lovey dovey with my daddy. HAHA! So i was drunk that night, again. *stare

Hubert Ee, never fails to counsel me when i'm feeling down. I thought i regretted going, but the fact is that i did not. His mummy, told me that she dote on me like her own daughter & she don't allow me to call her simu anymore, she asked me to call her 'mummy'. But it's weird to call my ex bf's mummy right? As in, i'm used to call her Simu eh.. Haha, went to Club Oriantino ( i don't even know how i get there) that's not the point anyway. So i rant everything, out. Felt so much better aftermath. Xuan went back around 6plus in the morning to look for her bf while Pris, Hubert, Weide &  i stayed over as akys's. Had steamboat that afternoon & went back home at about 9plus. Fall asleep in bus though, too tired.

That's all for my weekend. (: Awesome time spent with his family. 

                     Ladies night, Club Dream.

Ladies night last week was awesome, though it's just the 3 of us, (Cindy, Pris & I) but i had so much fun.
So we meet up in Cq, head to Club Dream start drinking & we all damn high la! Especially, Cindy! HAHA
So we 3 like jump up to the podium, get down, get up again. I don't know what we're doing either. Might be going again this Wednesday, LADIES NIGHT LEH HAHAHA. So Saturday, i'm ready to party ok. Zx, got me? You're in! I don't care haha! Miss you all la! (:

Thankyou my friends for all the concern & care. Thankyou for hearing me out, thank you for worrying about me. I'm fine, really, won't die?! Haha, really touched to have a group of friends concerning about me, afraid that i'll breakdown afraid that i'll lose myself. I'll get back on track. Not to worry. I love you all, especially my Chicken, Duck. Thankyou darlings, thanks for being there for me. Thank you to have hear me out. Thank your for understanding. MUAMUA K MUAMUA! 

Friendship is not a big thing, it's a million little things.

Left you, right me. 3years old i suppose?

When you're blonde & i'm green.

Cheeky face while you're staring at me.

First time working together.

She's no one special, just someone who had been going through up & down, thick & thin with me.
My childhood.

From young (1993) the year when we're born, my parents gave me a very special gift & that's her. And that's because my dad knows her granddad and from there my mum get to know her mum. She's 1month 3 days older than me.  As i'm the only child, i had nobody to play with, she PRISCILLA TAN SIMIN  had since be my un-biological sister. She will eventually share all her toys with me, giving in to me & share every single cents with me.
Since young, my parents dote on me, give in to me, i'm actually a spoilt brat, too pampered too loved. Nevertheless, my childhood PTSM, did the same. Till now she's still that one that tolerate my nonsense, be there for me when i'm down, always stand up for me especially regarding akys & always assist me when i needed help. She'll always give me good advice, accompany me to shop even if she's broke, lend me her last 10cents, share her food with me, always taking care of me when i'm sick. I might not be a good friend, i'm short tempered, unreasonable, arrogant, pampered but she never fails to give in to me. We will always go crazy together, club together, shop together & of course we do quarrel. She knows me too well, whenever we quarrel, she will always be the one who apologize to me ( even if it's not her fault ). I wouldn't reply to her whatsapp as i'm angry, but she never gives up on our friendship & would eventually take the initiative to call me &  make sure that i'm okay. It literally shows that she really treasure our friendship, alot.

Sadly, we each met a guy that change our 'life'.
During that time, we didn't really contact. We wasn't there for each other. But whenever i call her, she'll always pick up &  i'll start ranting things about my ex bf. She, also met a guy that change her life in a wrong way. She met a guy that don't appreciate, treasure &care for her. That guy was a real idiot to lose my bff who loves him so much. DUDE, YOU'RE JUST ASKING TO DIE.
She was too blinded by then i guess? But anyway, childhood, what's gone is gone okay? Don't give a fcuk about him, i mean even if he wants you back. Comeon, there's so many guys out there! Just wait for the 'new shoe' he'll be here, maybe like 'TOMORROW'? You won't know right? Trust me, getting back with him will be the worst decision you've ever made.


I know it's random that i suddenly wanna post our stories, but i'm really touched by your effort made on wednesday. Remember? I'm in a bad mood & wanted to go club so badly? But there's somethings that happen that we've to cancel our plan? I was so angry that i don't want to return your apps? I know i'm unreasonable, i replied only after like? 30mins? You called, i ignored. I told you i'll get back to you once i've cool down? I did right? I don't want to reply you when i'm angry because, i know nothing nice will be out from me. BUT I AFTER I MIA FOR 30MINS I DID REPLY YOU RIGHT? HAHAHAHA.





Here, i wanna thank you for being so patient with me, always giving in to me.
Thankyou for always being there for me.
Thankyou for always standing up for me.
Thankyou for always thinking for me.
Thankyou for all your advices though it's nonsense sometimes.
Thankyou for always helping me out.
Thankyou for always lending me your last 10cents.
Thankyou for trying to cheer me up whenever i'm feeling sad.
Thankyou for cooking for me when i'm hungry yet lazy.
Thankyou for cutting fruits for me when i'm craving.
Thankyou for taking care of me when i'm sick.
Every little things counts & i won't forget every single thing that you've done.
Thank god for having a friend like you.
& lastly, thankyou for being my friend, best best friend.
You know i love you as much as you love me.
I LOVE YOU, MY 2OYEARS OF CHILDHOOD/UNBIOLOGICAL SISTER. MUAMUA <3 nbsp="">