&Shermaine is definitely-pampered.

OMFG

2012-02-02T06:13:00.000-08:00

Ok, today was.. fine? Woke up at hell 6am due to my stomach. Ok, then went to market with mummylove. Back home, felt so crazy & i eventually pack the whole house, wash all the clothes, pack my cupboard & cook lunch. Can you imagine that's me? Mummylove was damn shocked when she saw. She asked me ": Girl, you ok not?!" Then i was like ya why? Then she replied this ": Did the doctor prescribe the wrong medication? I was like WTH NO! I'm totally fine. Wanted to take a nap, but i failed! I sweep the floor, mop, clean the mirror, wash up mummylove jeans & that's heavy. Then went over to buy cig, refill the big bottle of water. Heavy till the plastic bag also broke. Goodness, then went back, watch my show & went over to mummylove shop to look for her! Tehee. here i am, receive a damn f-ing shocking news.

AdamKoh ": I miss you too, tons tons. I will definitely visit you when i'm back. I didn't visit you because i thought you don't want to see me due to our explosive quarrel. I was sooo shock when Mei(Glenda) told me. Why you don't know what to write to me? Then you think i know how to wrote to you ah!?

My heart totally sinks when you said": Love you always." Seriously like, from heaven to hell.

I just wanna say, I love you too! ):

FML

2012-02-01T06:58:00.000-08:00

Seriously, damn pissed off, daddy have been bad mouth-ing about Mummy. I seriously hate it. He never even think before he said that. I'm forever the middle person. Hate that fcuking feeling. My mood hasn't been good. Went to see doctor yesterday. Sigh, how i wish you were here to listen to me. Let bygones be bygones isn't it? Maybe i'm just used to you being by my side. Frankly speaking, i got the urge to write letter to you. But, i don't know if i should. Going to extend my visa again on the 5th. Seriously, i don't f-ing feel like going back. Fml, everything doesn't seems to go smoothly. Like WTF? Haven been taking picture recently. Like lazy? I don't know. I've nothing else to say. Bye.

I dropped a tear in the ocean. The day you find it is the day I will stop missing you

2011-12-25T22:38:00.000-08:00

(He's) pretty isn't it?

The new heels i bought! I ;love it!

Ignore my ugly face!

Mummylove look like small girl!

Thanks ah, MUMMY!

Mummy's friends.

Unglam shots by mummylove ):

Merry Christams to all! Where's my present? Haha!

My Christmas here wasn't that bad actually!

Mummylove bring me out! & Mummy say that i'm going Ice dome in

January! It's in thailand actually. Pictures of Ice Dome below. Hehe!

I thought my Christmas would be a damn bored one. But it was alright. Glad that mummylove

even plan for it. Hehe, mummylove also said that well be going to pub to countdown. Zzz.

Ok, better than nothing right? Uploaded my pictures in facebook already. What to do next? Sian!

AHHHHHH! Sian ah! Ok, going to extend my stay of period on January, hehe. Guess i'm

only gonna be back after Chinese New Year? Not sure about it yet.

Anyway, once again, i miss you la, nb.

If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden.

2011-12-24T00:36:00.000-08:00

It's Christmas eve & i'm like so dead down here in Thailand.

Mum's busy! Aww, who's going to celebrate Christmas with meeeee?!

Sad la! How boring can life be. Sigh, no christmas present this year!

Fml la! Only dad, he said that he'll get me my favourite watch when i'm back in Singapore!

Wohhhooooo! He's like the best lor! Yea, i miss partying. ):

Stupid BoonChong tempted me about Powerhouse! ):

I miss Powerhouse! Will be there with my les when i'm back alright

Les? (Germaine) Hehehe!

No shopping today. Nothing today! Ahhhhh! But actually awaiting for tonight's 8.30pm show~!

My favourite!!! Hehe! Btw, i'm not emo-ing ok! I just miss someone

that i thought i won't.

I'm not regretting for not treasuring our relationship.

I regret for trusting you.

I did not treasure first, follow by you.

Like a routine. But whatever it is, I miss you, real bad.

Nothing hurts more than waiting since I don't even know what I'm waiting for anymore.

2011-12-23T07:23:00.000-08:00

Helloooooo! I went to that paradise again. ZZZ.
I realize that I'm really bored down here.
Anyway, didn't bought alot of stuffs. Only 3 Tops & 2 bottoms.
Damn it, not much i like actually. Have been watching Thai shows for
the past one week plus & I'm real addicted to one of the Thai shows.
The show like sweet only! Although i don't really understand but
it was real great! Tehee, but sad thing was the show is only on Friday,
Saturday and Sunday. Damn it. So crazy yet 3 episode per week! Gonna finish
the show then go back to Singapore! Haha! Once again, I'm bored la!

Akys: I miss you, i miss you, i miss you la! ):

I have feelings too. I am still human. All I want is to be loved, for myself and for my talent.

2011-12-21T22:13:00.000-08:00

The picture above is the paradise i've been talking about.
Pretty clothes, nice heels plus beautiful prices.
Didn't bought alot of things due to overspend of money.
Tomorrow i'm going there again! Got to buy more and shop for
Chinese New Year too! Hopefully, Papa won't be so selfish.
Tehee, the bear above is damn cute la! Huge max. Wanted
to buy, but if i were to buy, no place for me to sleep already. ):
No shopping for today, ): Tomorrow! Wahaha! I'm leading a healthy
lifestyle now. No liquor, no clubbing. Sleep early & wake up early.
Gonna cut down on my drinking. Too much already.
I maybe bored here but i've Mum with me.
I'm like soooo bored!

Germaine/Love♥:
I miss ewwww! Tehee! Go get your passport
done and get your ass here! Let's club here! Haha! Joking~
We gonna club when i'm back alright? Hopefully la! (:

Akys: I can't afford to miss you everyday. Just by looking at our past pictures,
doesn't stop me from missing you but to miss you more.
Sigh, yet, there's nothing i can do about it.
Hope you're doing fine. (:
I'll be waiting. Believe it or not.

Life without you.

2011-12-20T03:10:00.000-08:00

Alot of people asked me, why did i decide to go Thailand?

It's because i party too hard! Haha! CLUB MBK, NEVERLAND,

OCEANZ, HOLLYWOOD, BURBERRY, POWERHOUSE. TOOO

MUCH, CAN'T TAKE IT. THEREFORE I'M HERE, THAILAND.

My life in Thailand was great? I'm not sure.

Dad have changed, to worse i guess? PMS or what!

Anyway, shopping with Mummy tomorrow.

Not very happy actually, my Dad had spoiled all my mood.

Finally, after spending hours on this blog, i love my blog now.

It've been a long long time since i've last post on my blog.

Lazy! But was too bored recently therefore decided to

update my beautiful blog. Haha! Hope everyone is doing fine.

AdamKoh: I have wanting to visit you. But it seems no chance,

your mum's going overseas, i'm now overseas. ):

Don't know what to do. I miss you so much.

I Love AdamKoh !

2011-06-24T23:51:00.000-07:00

Life have been real bored for me, bbq afetr bbq. Haha!

Just came back from Baby's mother chalet & Jubellina's chalet.

Jubellina's bf proposal was successful! Congrats to both of them.

Can't wait to attend their wedding la! Hee!

Dearest & i are fine.

But he's going in very soon i guess. ):

I'll be alone outside again.

Will miss him damn much la. But what to do?

Hais, think of that really damn sad la! This coming tuesday is his court.

Gosh, again.-.-

Maybe going to work at ERA.

Hopefully will be successful. (:

I love my dearest AdamKoh! <3

This post is only to my oe & only love.

2011-05-23T09:55:00.000-07:00

Akys ( Dear), we've been together for 9months plus.
You told me that we haven break, never ever since 090810.
So touch-ed! Today was a great day with you, as, we did not quarrel. ( Surprisingly.)
Hmm, went to take your things from Dyin yin,
off your your granny place then to meet my dad.
Off to central to take bus, but you said that
you're craving for Kfc! Therefore, we went to Kfc
at 10.34pm? 11pm close already. Wth! Heee, had
that popcorn chicken that you're craving for.
But before that, we've ate Sushi, Carrot cake!
Stomach bloating! Heee, but i did really enjoy my day
with you. In the bus, when we hear the song 'you' especially.
So many memories.
Back-ed to your house now. Awaiting for the arrival of 9.30am, sadly.
I've got so much things to tell you.

We've been through up & down. Really, we know each others character & it can't
be tolerate as it's really very bad.
I'm like a volcano & you're like an earthquake.
Both disaster. But yet, we've been together for so long.
Imagine how we carry on & tolerates. Lol! We're both so weird!
I can't imagine that maybe tomorrow will be the most idiotic
day & sad day that gonna happen AGAIN. ): I'll wait,
i can't promise you not to go club as i know myself.
But i can promise you that I'll not go with guys but only girls.
I don't want to break my promise again.
I'll miss you like crazy, I'll cry every night while
listening to 'you', 'sorry', & ' shan chang de yong bao'
to always keep you in my mind. It'll definitely reminds me of you.
I hope that you'll do well, not to get into any fights &
I'll promise you that I'll visit
you every 2 weeks. I don't want you to get into any troubles anymore.
As your girlfriend, i don't wish to see you in trouble. I don't want
to be worried that you'll be gone anytime. At least now,
I've prepared myself for the consequences that you've done.
Not only that you're sad. I am too. I don't feel happy that you're going in.
I know you'll be suffering inside, i won't be as happy as i'm with you.
I swear. No one would be able to cheer me up like you do.
No one will make me laugh when i don't even feel like smiling.
No one will ever make me feel as happy when you hugged me.
No one would ever make me feel as blessed when you said :" I love you" to me.
No one would ever make me feel so angry when you view other girls profile or even
take a glance at them.
No one will make me so jealous when you smile to other girls.
No one would ever make me so pessimistic except you.
No one would ever make me so pissed off when you're suppose to meet me but end up put aeroplane.
& Lastly, no one will make me love you like how i love you idiot! <3<3<3

It've been awhile since we're back together.

2011-04-26T01:57:00.000-07:00

It's been months since I've blog.

And yes, things were going up & down. Mummy is back but however,

she's going back today. Quarreled with her a few days back.

She's damn unreasonable. Dad have been great with Dearest. So happy!

Dearest & i have been taking breakfast with my dad for 2 Sundays already.

After my maths lesson. Dearest never sleep just to accompany me to go. So

touched la, & so sweeeet of him.

Heee, then while i was paying attention in class, he was drawing away.

Adam Koh <3 ShermaineGoh is what he drew with a melting heart. Lmfao!

Aftermath, dinner with dad & dearest off to his granny's place * Actually we're going

church.* But, ok, once again, I'm sorry dearest. ):

I went back home, took a nap & i can't remember where i went already. Heee!

Yesterday, afetr I've reach home from dearest house, i can't sleeep!

Don't know why, it's in th afternoon actually.

Heee, then text Yumei. Meet her up & had my dinner with my dad then off to

Toa payoh central for my hair-cut then finally bought my Galaxy Ace cover (:

So hard to find ): Then, i bought my hp strap. We went to a place & slack, & the most funny thing was, when she saw police then she was like :" Police police!" Then i said :" I 18 already what. " Lol! Like action only! :D Then Saw dearest post : Never even text me, hais. I guess this time, i have to start myself. So happy to see that post! Haha, then i text him. Asking him if that post is referring to me & without hesitating, h admitted. Haha, then we chatted for awhile & he ask me if i wanna go walk walk. I agreed and he came to meet me. & He's late! I waited like hell.

Then we really went to walk walk at 11pm plus. -.-

I had a lecture from him. Take till almost quarrel. Or we have already did?

Haha, anyway, he said : Don't want go home ah? I very hungry. Then i say ok lor. Then i ask him, how i go home ah? Walk which way? Then he pointed to me.

Then i walk, he suddenly walk towards me and smiled. Crazy! &

He eventually kidnapped me to his house! Idiotic him, but i like! :D

I love him ttm! (:

Things have been real weird for us.

2011-04-03T09:36:00.000-07:00

I've been real real bored.

2011-03-28T12:19:00.000-07:00

Picture taken 3 years ago.

Pictures taken, this year. Which is 3 years later.

Adam's(Dearest) Uncle.

Dearest's mummy! (:

Overdue pictures.

Ok, first thing first, I'm sorry for neglecting my blog!

Haha, have been real busy with life.

21st march, went to Jdee with friends & Priscilla.

Ok, then when i called Akys(Dearest), he was damn pissed off.

Supposingly, he was at town with friends.

But he came over to look for me after my call.

Frankly speaking i was touched & also angry! Haha!

Angry because when he came to find me, his face was

black ttm. Touched because, he came over & fetch me home

then, to his house again.

The day before yesterday was a fairy tale to me.

This is the first time, he automatically take my bag for me.

That's the day when i really feels that he's really my boyfriend.

It may be nothing to most, but it really really meant alot to me.

He also accompanied me to buy contact lens & before all that,

we went to have our breakfast/lunch.

I love that day. & Of course, i love him more.

Two days ago, i was being ps by him! After his mother's celebration

at Lunar, he left with his friend. I'm actually very angry lor. Humph!

Then he said that he's coming back the next day, but when

i woke up at 4pm plus, he's not back yet.

Wth, angry ttm! Then he told meimei(Glenda) that

he's coming back in the night, but again, put aeroplane -.-

Finally get to see him today! Reached his house at 11pm, came his

house straight after school. When i reach, he's not back yet.

Waited till 3plus & he's back. So happy! But wait, 5minutes later, he told

me, I'm going out for awhile. Give me 2 hours, wtf.

I didn't show my temper of cause, as he'd told me once that~~~~

I shall see now, if he really meant what he says.

Please, no more 'put aeroplane' alright my dear? ):

Tomorrow's your court, all the best. & I love you.

There's no more love in you, stop denying.

2011-03-18T02:37:00.000-07:00

Have you ever spare a thought for me?

2011-02-20T14:11:00.000-08:00

First,i wanna apologise for neglecting my blog! I'm sorry!

I'm currently in lanshop with the one i love.

Ok, he's sleeping like a pig.

Played L4D with him just now (:

I'm kinda busy nowadays.1st: I'm always staying at my Akl's house this few days.

2ND: I'm taking private.

& Yeah!!!! I'm meeting my Beloved treasure tomorrow!

Wheeee! & My beloved on Tuesday!

See! So busy only.

& This is to, you know who you are (:

I'm confused, what exactly am i, to you?

But firstly, i wanna say sorry as I've accuse you

of treating me like a toy.

Second, you know how much i know you & love you.

I hope you treasure.

Feelings of love can't be there forever.

But because of you, i know it can be there forever.

Don't ask me why, I'll ans, because is you.

How i wish i don't love you.

You think i like to love you ah?

I'm not that crazy! I also can't hide/deny my love towards you.

But anyway, if you see this, don't be angry or whatever.

Because, that is what i really feels.

I'll be touched if you really meant what you say. (:

2011-02-07T06:42:00.000-08:00

Ok, i don't know what to post.
Woke up at 12plus(Singapore time), that is early!
I said early because i slep at 4plus in the morning.
Due to his call, you said " I love you."
You said:" I've finally say out."
I'm glad. Because i love you too.
I don't know what you're thinking, i guess no one knows.
Can you stop being like that because i'm concern.
Do you really have a heart?
I'm not angry, i just want you to wake up.
Since you've change, why do you wanna be back like last
time? Do you gain anything? No. Wahahaha! Sounds like
heroine. Anyway, if you really mean that i love you& i miss you.
I meant it too. Like i said : " If you love me, i love you too."
Don't ask me whether i love you anot because everyone knows.
I don't wanna give a damn about it anymore.

Anyway, i went shopping today.
But only bought contact lens )=
I'm broke, 爸爸 save me! :D
Hee, He's my angel :D
Anyway, bought pink lens. & Yes, again :D
Hee, Singapore never sell what, buy here lor.
Actually the blue caught my eye. But..
Pink! :D Hee, & i went with my beloved Ahgua,
& Surprisingly, some guys want to take our number!
Funny ttm, then i was like, sorry, no.
Wonder if they understand anot :D Their face damn ps la!
Hahhahaha, & the Ahgua like winkwink to them only! )=
Then i quickly pull her with me. Hee, so bad of me (:
Then went to sat down at a garden. So nice (:
So quiet & peaceful.
&Ya, that's all for today. More than enough already :D
Bai! (:

Do you really mean that "i love you?"

2011-02-03T03:43:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was a damn great day. Ok, 1st, the buffet then the i love you.
Ok, whether you mean it or not, i'm really v.very happy.
& Glad to hear that you miss me.
Ohya, the pink top on top is yours. Cause i like pink, that's why
i bought pink :D
& I chatted with Akl yesterday. She damn funny la, copy her Ahma sing! :D
( I was laughing like mad! )
She's a damn joker & therefore, i love her ttm!

&Shawn, don't be like that, i'm sorry.
Don't force me. I won't treasure guys like you.
I'm stating the fact, so face the fact.
Ok, don't say what, when i come back you won't meet
my Akl all. Don't be stupid, gave up friends because of me?
How silly!

&Mr , I'm sorry, i really don't love you. I can't, i don't.
I can't force myself too. I'm sorry.
I know you love me, you treat me sooo good. I wanna love you
too, bu i really don't want to lie to myself.
Sorry!

Sk :
Do you know what i love you means?
Do you really mean it?
Don't make me confuse & don't ever give me false hope.
& I won't forget the muacksssss at the web-cam! :D
Act cute & big nose too! :D
Opps, is this your secret? Hahahaha!

That's all! :D
Bai! (:

SK, Thanks for that message, you've brighten up my Wed.

2011-02-02T00:09:00.000-08:00

Sorry bout the other day, i am really not in a mood to post anything.
Hmm, yes, today is Chinese new year eve. Wheee, others families will
be having their reunion dinner while i'm having my buffet at a hotel.
Wth? Ok, im going with that AhGua, two small brother & Mummy.
Going in the evening, therefore, i spend time on facebook & blog first.
So that time flies! :D Went shopping yesterday. Bought the heels on top.
I find it quite cute, hee! Yesterday went to highlight my hair.
But it is not the color tat i wanted, damn pissed off.
But, aiya, forget it. The day before yesterday, i went for facial.
That was great. Coffee scrub, sounds disgusting but i like! :D
Hee, ok, here's for my AKL.

AKL,
People comes & leaves. But don't bother.
Everything is fated. Like what people says:
If it meant to be yours, no matter what happens, it will still be yours.
TRUE LOVE NEVER DIES.
Understand? So stop dropping tears for what had happened.
I'll always be there for you, although i'm now in Thailand, but
you still use Shawn's phone to call me right? So don't forget to do that alright!
Ily (:

SK :
No muacks alright! :D
But i love you.

Shawn : Help me take care o my Akl alright?
Thanks! Will treat you when i come back!
Or maybe, you treat me! :D

I miss you, wonder if you miss me too.

I'm damn pissed of today.

2011-01-31T03:15:00.000-08:00

Ok, i'm sorry, but i'm not in a mood to post today.
I quarreled with my mum. We fight. Ok thats all.

"Only the broken-hearted know the truth about love."

2011-01-30T04:53:00.000-08:00

Woke up at 2pm thailand time. ( Singapore, 3pm.)
Had a very bad hangover due to the alcohol i had last night.
Ok, it's the worse ever. I'm like floating in the air when i'm actually
walking. -.- Mummy also didn't wake me up. when i woke up, nothing to do, therefore
i applied nail polish for both my hands & leg.
Went to bath then out for lunch with my AhGua! Hahahah! She/
he damn funny, he/she said : This man like handsome ah?
You think he handsome not, then i was like no.
Then he/she said ok what. Then i laughed & said, i don't like guys with moustache
then he/she say, like that then man ma. Then i said i don't like.
Then he/she damn irritating. She/he said, i steal it for you in the night! Wth! ( It's a mannequin) -.-
Ok, then she/he disturb a guy saying: " Sawadeeka, ai pao pao mai?"
I faster walk-ed away pretending that i don't know him/her la!
Damn ps la! Walao! But she's very funny & cute.
Haha, love him/her ttm la!

Anyway, I'm quite happy, we're gonna have a so called date.
(Wait, i'm not referring to the ah gua.)
So excited, so excited! :D
Nothing more to post already.
Bai! (:

Love grows where trust is laid, and love dies where trust is betrayed.

2011-01-29T03:03:00.000-08:00

Like i said yesterday, i went to extend my period of staying at both
Malaysia & Thailand custom. The trip was damn tiring, i've to drop down
my uncles car, and fill in the immigration form & then board a motorcycle to both the
custom. & The police who stamp my passport for me, eventually ask me for money.
Wth? Thai police, when i both leave & enter. Damn, WTH! Ok,
i'm damn pissed off. Then went shopping around the thai custom with my beloved AhGua (:
Went to 7-Eleven, bought snacks to eat in uncle's car.
Then we took another one and a half hour to reach the place where i stay.
Ok, my backside is burning la!
Fell asleep in the car & when i woke up, "eh? Reach already eh!"Wahahahaha!
Then went up & put my things and went down again.( I mean Mum's house )
Can't wait for the 2nd of Feb, Chinese new year, normally people have Steamboat,
but this year, special for me, BUFFET-.- At a hotel.(40 storey)
How romantic! But it's with my mum & her friends -.-
How boring, haha! Then gonna ask dad to collect
my AngPao at Singapore then i go back i buy my things! Wahahaha!
How clever!
Again, i'm bored. Hais, photos taken above are mostly CMI.
But i don't need your comments (:
I woke up damn early today, face damn cui (:
Haha, will post more tomorrow if possible! <3>

When your ex gave you their loves, you had to keep it.

That which is given to you, cannot be taken away from you.
The only thing taken away from you was the wish
to give it back to you again.

Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours.

2011-01-28T05:46:00.000-08:00

Nothing really happen today.
Look at the paradise that i went today, Omg, a real paradise.
Bigger than bugis street! So many nice things down there, feel like buying the whole shops
down. I woke up 1plus in the afternoon. (Thailand time)
Then, went to bath & prepare. & I went to take care of that poor boy.
Went for lunch with mummy & ah gua. ( I don't know what's his/her name)
Went to shop awhile nearby then back home.
Watch Tom & Jerry with that poor boy then went to play com for awhile.
Back then head to that paradise ! :D
Gosh, i should've went there earlier on.
Shop for 2 hours, then back home again.
Ok, i know my life is very boring.
I find it boring too. .
Ohya, gonna extend my period of staying tomorrow.
So troublesome. Gonna shop there if possible! Weeeheee! (:
Gonna sleep early tonight so that i could wake up early tomorrow.
But kinda impossible for me to wake up early ah? Haha!
Hope so la! :D

Akl, i don't have so much money to buy la!
Shawn, thanks (: I will.
Yumei : You this kuku, you never tell me you want degree want not?
Dyinyin: Your blog is private! Lol, how to link?
Charmaine : I miss you too!
Sk : You still want your lens ?

I'm bored, damn bored.
Returning back to Singapore, hopefully 10Feb.
I heard that someone wanna take chair & throw me. Lol!
Going town with Pris & Xuan when i'm back ! (:

Meaningful quotes:
I'm going to smile & makes you feels that i'm alright, I'm going to laugh
so you won't see my cry. I'm going to let you go in style & even if it kills me,
I'm still gonna smile (: ( How touching, true love.)

Ps: I miss that idiotic.

Memories kept, feelings hidden.

2011-01-27T05:30:00.000-08:00

Nothing to post also, haha! Have been real bored this few days.
Watch CARTOONS to past times. Wth, back to childhood (:
Have been taking care of mummy's friend's son, as he is having chicken pox.
Damn poor thing, fever was the worse one, i kept on changing the rinse the small
towel with cold water but awhile later, the towel gets hit again.
Poor poor boy, hope that he could get well soon. (:

Tomorrow is a shopping day AGAIN! Wheee! Can't wait.
& Akl, thanks for letting me know la. Hee, i'm very confuse right now.
Don't know what i'm thinking right now.
To: Sk,
If you still want the lens, i'll give it to you. As it's suppose to be yours too.
But if you don't want, then i wear. Wahahaha! Nice also.
& Thanks for the people who tag in my tagboard.
Glad & also thankful. As there are irritating people who view without tag,
how irritating is that. Haha, gonna buy present tomorrow for my sweet,
Akl, Xuan, Yumei & Nut (: ( You guys are not forgotten (: )

Relationship is all about trust.
I don't trust you, you don't trust me. How fair is that?
I don't know what i'm thinking.
Is it that i'm mad? Perhaps, i guess.

Sadistic; Cruel, perverted.
Another word for Sadistic, brutal, perverse, ruthless& Vicious.
Hahahaha, new vocab(s) for today (:

Nothing else to post, will update my blog tomorrow after my shopping ! (:
Can't wait for tomorrow! :D

&Yeah, i'm the bitch that you're refering to, but so what? Cause you're no where better :D

2011-01-26T01:12:00.000-08:00

Haha, have been crazy over drama(s) nowadays.
Yupp people, i'm still in thailand. Sorry for the broken promises.
But will join you guys for ladies night yeah! :)
Nothing really happens recently, as i don't give a fcuk too. (:
Or maybe, i'm used to it. Tired.
Drink almost every night to get myself to sleep.
But of course i'm alright! Akl called me days ago & i'm touched.
Shawn, thanks (:
Hopefully i'll be back in Singapore on 10th Feb.
& I should be studying.
I realize that i've changed. I've really changed.
Or am i only lying? I'm tired, i need a break. Don't force me.
You know, if i were to patch with you, it will happen so long ago.
It also means that its impossible. Roses don't mean anything to me anymore.
I've been through the toughest relationship. What's more?
Don't bother to call, i won't be picking up. Sorry, my senior.

I'm unlike you, childish (:

2011-01-23T01:02:00.001-08:00

I realize that i'm so lazy nowadays, don't even wanna bother with my blog.

Ok, nothing to post & i'm planning to accept you.

Ok, thats all.

Bai!

Sorry readers,

2011-01-21T06:03:00.000-08:00

I'm not in a mood to post anything today, tomorrow alright? (=

Ps: Is it my fault?

ShermaineGoh, i hate you.

2011-01-20T02:34:00.000-08:00

My eyes today are swollen, therefore, i applied those fake eyelashes to keep it normal.
Haha, yesterday was a disaster. A real disaster, you broke my heart once again.
Without you knowing, thanks for the call last night. I don't know what's my decision.
Therefore, don't asked as i know you hate the word "don't know".
The day before yesterday, you said, don't ask. Now, it's my turn.
Ok, i don't asked. What for asking me to come back when you're nobody to me.
Oh no, you're my didi :D [ Don't angry, face the fact (= ] & Smile!
I don't know what i'm thinking, i believe, you don't know too.
You have to face the consequences of your acts.
I'm damn confuse right now.
I'm not gonna love you anymore.
& To you, don't ji hong la, i have heard stories about you.
You desperate or what sia? Lack of love? Every girl you also
want, come on la. I shouldn't have pity you.
Should have put a stone inside. ( Better than pity a guy like you.)
I maybe soft-hearted. But when it turns hard, it could be really hard.
Now, don't fcuking say you like me, you got chance anot.
The answer is NO! I don't give a chance to a flirt like YOU!
Ok, later i heart attack die ah. ( Kinda worth it as it was already broken)

Pissed off is the word.

2011-01-19T07:51:00.000-08:00

Ok, fuck, i'm damn pissed off. I'm not being paranoid now.
It's the fact, the more i say, the more i'll break down into tears.
(Therefore, i shall not elaborate more.)
What are you trying to do? I'm confuse, don't treat me like that please.
What am i exactly to you? Play toy? I'm freaking tired of all this.
I had enough, i don't feel like coming back anymore.
Can i just stay here & avoid? Can i?
You won't know how i feel & you won't know how hurt i am right now.
Yesterday was a fairy tale, tonight was a disaster.
I'm tired, bye.

Or maybe i should stay in thailand till my 18th birthday.
Should i ?

I miss the shoulder that i used to lie on.

2011-01-18T06:01:00.000-08:00

Today was great, slept for the whole day, don't know why i'm tired too.

Yesterday's webcam with S-K was great, hahaha, & those funny faces,
S-k, seriously, keep it to yourself :D But i really laugh.
& The song, Just the way you are, Just a dream & Soul sister.
I have listen to the lyrics, very meaningful.
Yesterday went shopping with mummy, bought two heels,
one of it is damn high :D
I'll be 175cm when i wear it la, hahahaha!
Bought cosmetics, makeup pouch & lots more.
Doesn't want to elaborate much. Tired.
I'm afraid i can't go back to singapore on Sunday.
I scare i can't make it )=

I'm really sorry, what i said is all true. You think i wanna let go?
No, you know yourself. You ask me why, let me asked you back, why?
Why can't you just believe me? Why didn't you give me another chance?
What for saying so much? What for asking me why. Ask yourself why
perhaps.

2011-01-17T07:17:00.001-08:00

I will upload my blog tomorrow! :D

Don't fcuking pissed me off, Mr N.

2011-01-16T06:05:00.000-08:00

Today was great, i slept the whole day. From yesterday night till this evening.
Last night was awesome, shall not elaborate more.
I just remember that i haven taken my breakfast, lunch & dinner. Shall grab some later on.
Mum also didn't wake me up. Wth. Lol, but also good la. Don't know why i'm tired also.

To Mr S-k : Thanks, thanks for letting me know that you still cares & you still bother to
miss me. I'm really sorry. I miss you too, like i said, i want to see you more than you do.
But i'm just too afraid that if i were to see you, would i break down & cry?
Would i do somethings that is harsh?
Idk, i really don't know. I feel like going back too. But, i'm afraid to face the fact.
& When i say i never flirt with my ex, i really mean it,
I really never flirt with him lor. I didn't even meet him up.
Don't go around & tell people that i flirt with my ex when i FCUKING DID NOT!!!

Mr N : You're crazy! Flirt! & Still deny that you flirts, i told you, by calling me baby you think
its not flirting? To me it as, as you're a stranger to me. So what if you cry, come on la.
Don't be naive, i maybe a slut to you, but you're a bastard that flirts around to me.
You told me you're true to me, but so what if you're true?
Don't think of being together with me when you sucks to the core.
You're the worse guy i've ever seen & you're the first guy that scolded me slut.
Congrats, cause i'll always remember you. (: You want to be sarcastic with me,
i will too. I don't care id you call people down or what. Because if you were to, you're
only making yourself EMBARRASS. I don't think you know the word embarrass ,
like i say, i don't give a damn about what you say, cause you're nobody to me.
(Opps, sorry for hurting you again) If you see this, don't forget to tag ah, &&&
By saying sorry now, you think think that things will be solve? Pui, fcuk your ass, no such things.
You wanna find trouble? I don't give a fcuk.
Sarcastic enough? Ha, don't thank me, & you're certainly welcome (:

Awwww, this is so fcuking sweeet! (: Perfect love story.)

Don't make someone your priority when they only make you as an option.

2011-01-15T02:33:00.000-08:00

Woke up like early in the morning, Thai : 10am. Singapore : 11am.
That's early for me alright. :D Bath, get myself prepare &
headed to extend my period of staying here. Took uncle's car &
i reach Thailand custom at about 1 & a half hr to reach there.
My backside cramp ah. Wth, then took motor to Malaysia custom.
So troublesome.
& The police eventually asked me for money. Wth, tips someone.
Stamp passport also need tips ah?
&The police doesn't believe that it is my passport & therefore,
he scan my face & compare. Wth, its only 8years ago picture.
I bet he've to go for course for the similarity & differences :D
That's kinda insulting, but i don't care. Haha! Cause i enjoy it.
I ate vege(s) for lunch. Wth, like vegetarian.
Life is still as boring. (Like before)
Hee, tomorrow is Sunday eh! :D ( Club, club, club)
Luckily, my fever has gone away after sweating for the whole night.
Stupid medicine! :D But glad that i recover, but still got sore throat
& A bit of running nose.
( I miss my dude! ) :D I know you miss me too. Hee, K la,

Shermaine Goh's schedule for tomorrow! (:

Sleep till afternoon.
Bathed,
Facebook.
Update my blog.
Hopefully, chat with dude.
Home.
Changed.
CLUBCLUB! (:
DRINK, DRANK, DRUNK,
home,
bath,
sleeeeeep!!! :D

Unreasonable freak.

2011-01-14T05:54:00.001-08:00

This picture below is taken before i apply my lip-bum.

&Yes, i'm sick again. The weather here sucks la, if it were to rain, it'll rain like hell & if it never rain,
the sun will shine like no body's business. Wth, who won't sick sia?
I'm not weak alright? Haha, hope to recover soon.
Whole body aching& the medicine here is like cmi ah.
But i'm really glad that my eyes were not swollen this time round, haha!
Having fever, running nose & sore throat. Suffering away.
Gastric, you're not suppose to find me this few days, I'm weak enough.
Hais, things weren't that smooth this few days. I've said lots of sorry to an idiot.
He's the one who make me.. Arrrgghh, don't talk about it.
I'm bored, damn bored. Posted 2 post today, can you see how bored i am?
Thanks for the concern baby. I'm alright, won't die here (:
Shall post more tomorrow, Stay tune! :D
You: Nudge.
Me: Nudge.
You:Nudge.
Me:Nudge.
You:Nudge.
Me:Nudge.
You: Love <3
Me: Awwww! :D

Letting go is one way of saying i love you.

2011-01-14T01:17:00.000-08:00

I don't know what to post! Ahhhhh! Ok,
-To Yingxuan:, naughty ah you. Didn't ask for my permission & you almost gave my number ah. But i'm not angry. See ya soon.

To beloved yumei : " Cheerup, no point crying over such a guy that don't even
deserve you. You're only wasting your tears. Wipe your tears & go find another one! Want me to intro? Haha,
cheer up la! Alright? <3

Life have been real bored. I don't know why the hell i wake up so early nowadays la,
planning to go back singapore. But not sure want anot. I'm afraid, ok.
I'm going to extend my visa on saturday, all the way to malaysia to extend.
Wth, so far. But nevermind, will be sitting uncle's car (:
&Hopefully shopping on saturday & clubbing on sunday night!
Whhoooops! We've nothing to talk about today. ):
Kinda sad, but don't worry cause you'll be my next la!(Hopefully) :D
I'm sorry! I've told a lied.

I've thought through, no point hating.

My mistake, i admit.
N : I'm sorry, sorry that i've lied to you, sorry that i've hurt you.
I didn't mean to avoid your messages, i just don't wanna hurt you any further.
Like you say, i'm bitch, you're wrong, i'm worse than a bitch.
Really sorry.

My skin's still burning from your touch, oh i just can't get enough.
I said i wouldn't asked for much, but your eyes are dangerous.
So the thoughts kept spinning in my head.
Can we stop this masquerade. Awwwww!

Perhaps, i'm used to it, as i don't feel anything.

2011-01-12T23:58:00.000-08:00

Pictures are finally uploaded! (:
Wheee! As i bought the mini doraemon adapter :D
Hee, ok, life had been great, hmm.
Here i wanna thanks all those people that are concern about me, glad to have you guys around by my side.
I'M ALRIGHT! REALLY! :D
Hmm, taht night was awesome, i went to this club with those girl naked.
Ok, wth. My reaction was like -.-?
Sunday going another club, hopefully will enjoy there, as there's alot of thai songs.
Then i'm over there like (question mark?) :D
Haha, going back only after my birthday i guess.
So what if i'm avoiding? That's me.
Ok, i've deleted those photos, didn't want to see any of them.
Ohya, you asked for that top-up card, i will buy as i don't want to owe you anything.
But i'll buy the $18 one :D
Who knows you anyhow lie ?
Anyway, Club on sun hopefully a nice one.
That day, i drank Whiskey & yep, i'm drunk! Hahahha!
Hang over the next morning & the feeling sucks.
Like as if you're floating in the sea. Perhaps, (Land!)

Sun gonna be next, dance till i fall yeah?
Life have been great, great without you.
I don't want to owe you anything or perhaps, you owe me more.
But, aiya! I don't know what to say already. More pictures will be uploaded tomorrow.
(Pictures in club & Club! WoooHooo!) Stay tune ! :D

Jack.C :
Thanks, you're the one that stand by me, cheer me up, talk craps with me, cares for me,
calling me noob,(:D)& miss me. I guess no one else will. Wth, owe you a treat cause i let you wait? Idiot, got such thing one meh! Always bully me only ! Humph.
But thank god for knowing you. (: & I hope i love you too.

130111 .
Quote of the day : You can't make someone love you, all you can do is be someone who can be loved, the rest is up to the person to realize your worth. (:

If you love something let it go, if it comes back to you, it's yours but if it doesn't, it never was.

2011-01-10T06:50:00.000-08:00

Yes, You've brighten up my day. Thanks dude! :D Sleeping half way then, my ring tone(Like a G6)
rang like hell. Went shopping with mummy today, just ate my dinner skipping my lunch &
breakfast! Hee, cause i was sleeping. Damn tired today. Heading club tonight! Wheeee!
Went rounding just now, bored.
Ok, & I'm rotting in front of the com now.
Bought pink&Aqua lenses today today. Bought rose contact lens case too.
Bought a T-shirt, dress, eye-lashes & glue.
Kinda cool, haha.
Ok, I've make a deal. (To myself)
Never ever gonna fall in love again, feelings? Sucks.

There won't be a next one, & I'm going to go all the clubs & ladies night!
Enjoying myself here, will only be returning to Singapore after my birthday & I'll
be going ladies night the moment i reach Singapore! Wahahahahaha!

This time round, i really won't forgive you.
I hate you& i won't miss you anymore.

& I'm, gonna dance till i fall tonight!

Hearts sinks till the bottom of my feet.

2011-01-08T22:22:00.001-08:00

I'm currently in thailand now.
Unexpected things happens.
Yesterday last minute went drinking with mummy.
Having hang over now.
To you, i won't accept you. I don't love you. Not even like.
To you you, stop flirting.
Anyway, didn't expect that thai clubbing also got trance ! (:
Not feeling well this days.
Gastric like getting worse only.
Kept on eating spicy stuffs.
You are not that sweet to me.
You're treating me so different from others!
Anyway. You told me you know how much _ _ _.
You won't know unless you were me.
Can't sleep last night, slept at 8am this morning,
Thinking & thinking.
Give you my blessing, you ask me to go & die.
Anyway, i hope that i can go back to singapore soon!
22 got event! (:
Was updated by Aldy.
Hoping for your call, i'm confused.
My stomach is killing me.
Mum say she wanna bring me to the doctor,
Ewww, i then don't want to talk medicine ah. Bleah!
Sure will puke straight,

I'm speechless.
Gastric! Shoooo! I hate you, fever, i hate you too.
Cough, get lost! :D

Alright, i'm confused.

2010-12-30T07:01:00.000-08:00

I'm confused.
I'm still confused.
I'm really confused.
Ok, i shall end my confused.
I'm really confuse, i don't know what i'm doing.
I felt so helpless.
He's just flirting, come on la, i'm old enough to think.
Budd is damn cute, (: (Budd, if see this must tagged me ah!)
Budd got long legs and his height is 185cm tall.
He bath for hours & he finds excuses that he's watching tv :D
Ok, back to "one", i really don't know what to say.
I'm real confuse, i'm going to the same ite as him.
Hesitating if i should really go.
Ok, that's all. Bye!
Chatting with budd now, a real good entertainer! :D
& I know budd 'lil secret! At the age of 20, he's watching ELMO! OMG!

Ohmygod, can someone explain this?

2010-12-27T02:28:00.000-08:00

2010-12-24T10:57:00.000-08:00

That little love story that represents my life.

Adam koh, look at what we've been through.

You told me not to wait for you.

By saying this, you think that you're very noble?

Let me tell you, you're being very selfish.

You didn't spare a thought for me.

You think that i will accept what you arrange or plan?

You should know the answer, NO!

I'm as demanding as you, as naive as you & as hot tempered

as you.

We have the same character, that's what other couples don't have.

We quarrel everyday, can be considered as an unique couple. (:

You wanna me to let go? You know i won't.

Being with you for a total of half a year,(plus two years ago)

i know you more& understand you better.

I hate that letter you wrote!

I feel like tearing it apart or eve burn it.

Cause i know that is not what you really want.

I don't know why, but i know i'll be waiting for you.

(No matter under what circumstances.) Since it's my promise

to you, i'll do it. Wanna end this relationship? Wait till you're out!

&AdamKoh, i really meant what i say by saying you're my one & only

beloved, don't trust me? Then jolly well go jump down alright? :D

AdamKoh, iloveyou.

2010-12-20T08:28:00.000-08:00

I've been staying at boyfriend's house although he's not around, its been 3days.

Just finish playing poker and i lost $11.70. Gosh, but i win meimei $3plus.

Loss till pants drop ah, hais.

But fun la, uncle kept wining lor, play cheat lor.

Haha, he play gangster ah! Hahahahahhaha!

Ok, meeting mummy tomorrow, going club in the night.

St james, wait for me!!! :D

Mummy is back in singapore, she's sick, poor mummy.

Papa gonna go school tomorrow & collect my result.

Planning to take nursing, but what if i can't?

Hais, so many things to think about.

Gonna watch my drama soon.

Bai ! (:

Club on th 21st?

2010-12-18T00:17:00.000-08:00

I know its meant to be,

2010-12-17T08:33:00.000-08:00

I will only upload the new photos tomorrow when i'm awake.

Sweetest of the sweetest (:

2010-12-16T01:23:00.000-08:00

OKAYS, I WILL POST MORE LATER ON, SOMETHING VERY WRONG WITH MY BLOGGER. STOOPID, WILL UPLOAD MORE PICTURES WHEN I'M BACK FOR DINNER WITH ADAM'S MUMMY & UNCLE.

I really don't like you.

2010-12-13T19:34:00.000-08:00

Okay, look at my right eyes..
Have been real sick this few days, my eyes are finally recovering! Weeeee!~

Can't tolerate my small LITTLE eyes.

Sleep the whole day, don't know why, think it's because of the medication.

&Ya, might be getting my pay today, gonna check at 2pm.

Yesterday, last minute, lavin ask me out, didn't want to go,

but i need to get my shorts. & I went.

Damn pissed of with the ahma.

Ok, Lavin wanted to intro me this guy, but i'm totally not interested at all.

He's good, but i just don't like.

Ok, shall end here, doesn't want to elaborate more.

Gonna meet Yencheng(MICKEY) later on, heading to town.

Alrights, more pictures will be uploaded tonight.

Bai ! (:

Ok, i'm damn damn sick.

2010-12-13T02:17:00.000-08:00

Didn't post anything pictures today is because, my eyes are too

swollen and it's very very ugly, perhaps, the smallest eyes you have ever seen.

Went to see doctor today and the doctor looks very funny.(Shall not

elaborate further.Hahahahaah!) Ok, through this illness, i get to know

that actually my dad is very concern about me, he buy food for me,

he will visit me after his work, buy medication for me, forcing me to see an doctor.

I'm very touched by his act actually, went to farmway with dad yesterday, and i saw lots of puppies! My god, and it cost as little as $1000plus, ex ttm!

Planning to buy maltese or shih tzu. Ok, i've just receive a call from Lavin asking me to go

Bugis. But my eyes are swollen, nevermind, i go there and buy sunglasses. Hee, gonna bath, prepare. Papa's little acts touches me, i realise that he sacrifice alot for me, and i won't be able to

pay him ever single thing. But, i could give up anything for him , including love.

ok, shall end here, later i late! Hahahahaha. anyway, supposingly, i hate to be sick

as when you're sick, you'll be afraid to know that nobody is concern about you.

But this time round, i'm happy to be sick as i know that,

Candice, Simu, Glenda and my beloved PAPA is concern about me, thanks (:

I love you all! (:

I don't know what to do.

2010-12-11T02:17:00.001-08:00

ADAMKOH,

FCUKING COME OUT AND TELL ME!

YOU KNOW WHAT? I AM ALL ALONE BECAUSE OF YOUR STUPID ACT,

IF YOU'RE THAT STUPID, THEN NO POINT FOR US TO BE TOGETHER!

YOU BETTER FASTER COME OUT AND EXPLAIN EVERY SINGLE THING TO ME

OR ELSE, I WILL HATE YOU FOR LIFE!

AND AND AND, YOU'RE GOING TO PAY ME BACK ALL THE THINGS THAT

YOU'VE OWED ME! MUST! <3

I'm at home now, so bored, ladies night at Zirca was awesome!

Hahaahahaah, have a great night with all the girls,

especially, Yeeling! Fun ttm, she was damn high la,

then i high together with her lor! Hahahahaha, Sharon was

enjoying at the corner, we even went up the cage and stage!

Wth, really siao already! When the hell did i have the guts to do so?

Hahahaha, Adam koh, you asked me not to go club,

why must i listen to you when you didn't even give a thought about me

while doing all those things? I'm good enough to wait for you when you're at

fault. I'm having split personality very very soon!

-Event on sunday which is tomorrow.

-Getting my pay on tuesday & i'll head straight to buy me puppy!!!!!!!

-WAHAHAHAHAHAHA! FINALLY, YESSSA! :D

-&MEETING BAOBEI ON TUESDAY! WHEEEE! ~

-GONNA ASK PAP TO APPLY CREDIT CARD FOR ME...

-BUT CANNOT OVER SPEND, *HOPE SO!*

& Ya, things were all fine.

2010-12-05T05:36:00.000-08:00

&Ya, i'm back with her.
The crazy friend that i had, haha.
Not working anymore.Yesssa!
Meet up with beloved after 'work' then,
meet Aldy & Peishi.
Ok, Aldy kept on disturbing us.
Maybe that's him.
After that, meet sakthi and VL.
Went to kpool, with him, Terry & one guy.
Went to meet daddy afterwards & supposingly, i was
suppose to meet Jackson& Sakthi, but i went home.
Hahahahahahaha! Ok, thats all.
BaiBai!

When you'r not with me.

2010-12-04T06:52:00.000-08:00

AdamKoh, it had been the 1month & 9days.

One year six months is not easy.

I miss you.

I've told your mum about it.

I'm unsure about it.

I'm confused.

I dont know what to do when you're not by my side.

You asked me to wait for you.

& When you're out, you want to do something big with me.

What's that?

Anyway, didn't work today. No mood to.

Gonna go for nail extention again. 3D this time round.

Went to bugis, walked there.

Bought my cosmetic and then back-ed home.

Bored, bad mood.

i miss my beloved boyfriend, yumei & choywan.

I miss clubbing too!

Gonna attend this coming event! *Hope so.

What will you answer your ex when he asked you for patch but you're attached?

2010-11-24T09:08:00.000-08:00

Things have changed.
He told me that he loved me alot.
But...
He asked me for patch, th guy that i've been talking about.
Meeting Weikiet on sunday.
Its hard to wait dearest.
But i will try.
Working recently.
busy busy busy!
Lazy to post already.
What will you answer your ex when he asked you for patch but you're attached?
Bai! (;

I will wait, no matter how hard it is.

2010-10-15T11:34:00.000-07:00

Ya, i said that i hate you.
Its true.
But i still love you, although its not deep as before.
You told me that I'm more precious than her.
Glad, but i don't know why but I'm disappointed in you.
You did those things that its hard to forgive & forget.
At the road side, remember?
I still choose to forgive but remember, i won't forget.
I just felt insecure, maybe it doesn't lies on you,
But it lies on me.
I wanted to end it, you should know why.
But you're the one who doesn't wants to let go.
Thank god.
Anyway, I'll fcuking attend all your court &
i will be praying there for the greatest news.
Lastly, i love you.

You're no where better.

2010-10-07T21:31:00.000-07:00

1. Boyf went to _ _ again.

2. I was damn shocked when they came to my house to find him.

3. He left with those idiots.

4. He was brought back.

5. I've been crying like mad as i know what happen.

6. I need an explanation from you.

7. You're suppose to go _ _ _ _ _ today.

8. But luckily you didn't.

9. Went to dye my hair yesterday that cost me $100.

10. Spends hours for it.

11. Dad was crazy, he asked me to go shopping and gave me

$$$$ that was unexpected.

12. Received calls from Boyf's mum & i was updated.

13. Rush down to th fucked up place & yeah, i waited for 3hours.

14. Boyf told me he was happy when he saw me waiting.

15. He told me that he had been thinking about me.

16. Touched.

17. He know that something is wrong with me.

18. He asked, & i confronted him.

19. He explained, gone crazy.

20. He told me, i love you more than you love me.

21. I told him, it's impossible.

22. Boyf was too crazy.

23. His head bleed.

24. Like i say, crazy.

25. I didn't want to forgive him, but i can't bear to

see him suffer like that.

26. I went down his house crying.

27. Surprisingly, he came.

28. He held my hands & walk silently.

*Screaming & fighting kissing in the rain.

29. We went back to his house and notice that ahxuan had left his

house.

30. Poor girl.

AND TOMORROW IS OUR 2ND MONTH! :D

Ahxuan, thanks for meeting me when I'm confused & sad.

I really appreciate a friend like you.

& Thats the way i love you.

2010-10-02T01:06:00.000-07:00

Anyway, i hate quite a bad day.

1st : After he had told me the truth that is worse than i thought.

2nd : Kena locked up in tanglin cause of stupid reasons.

3rd : I'm at fault.

4th : I wanted to end it, but yet, i don't have the guts to.

5th : He apologise yet, its really hard for me to forgive & forget.

6th : Its a hard decision for me.

7th : YennyGoh is loved! :D

To my boyf ♥♥♥:

If you are really going in, take a look at this.

You're th one that i love most, i'm sure its not crush.

Ok, 2years seems long but no matter what, i'll wait.

You may not believe as you're inside, but whatever it

is, i'll stand by you.

&You're forgiven although you've apologise,

but frankly speaking, its still hard to forgive.

But since you've promise it won't happen again,

I TRUST YOU.

And that bitch, Get your ass off my boyf! He's mine,

you're nobody to him la hor, knn.

You think he like you? Come on la, take a look at the mirror

la, PUI !!!! :)

YennyGoh&TREASURE♥:

You're the one that stand by me, listen to whatever i wanna say.

You're a true friend.

Perhaps this song should be dedicated to you.

I had the most memorable day in my life.

2010-09-16T07:00:00.000-07:00

14th september 2010.

We quarreled, again. But yet, i am very happy,

not that i am happy because we quarreled. But

happy because you care. This is the first time i

see you _ _ _. I can see that you are really worried for me.

We had the most memorable memories at Balestier :D

Boyf : I do understand you, i maybe over sensitive,

but because i care. I dont mind you sharing your things with me.

You're my boyf, i should understand you more than a friend

does. That's the point isn't it?

You're forgiven too.

I don't blame you. I'm also the one who started all those things.

I'm sorry too.

I hope that you really meant what you said.

2010-09-13T21:28:00.001-07:00

2010-09-08T05:48:00.001-07:00

I'm sick of tired of everyhting, perhaps what you say is true.

2010-09-04T08:44:00.001-07:00

Woke up at 3plus, quarrel with beloved Boyf again-.-

Ok, went home silently, Hubert called me, thought it was

Boyf asking for break. Therefore, i didnt pick up.

Tearing in the bus, trying to stop it too.

Then his mother, ask me to go their tua to eat.

Hesitating whether to go, and finally, boyf called.

Asked me to come over, and yes.

I asked my dad to fetch me there, then he is trying to

make a fuss down there.

But, he ended up leaving.

Okays, after eating, back to beloved boyf's house but he's not back-.-'

Ok, he's coming back le (:

Baibai !

2010-09-03T03:00:00.000-07:00

Priscills ate all this! I stole 2 nugget of hers :D
Cheese! So nice, got ham flavour and alot more! :D

Had been meeting boyf up this few days.

Went to school today, he fetch me to school, so sweet of him, i know :D

Planning not to go school actually but when i was sleeping,

i can sense that someone is calling me although my phone was

on silent mode. Then, i went to check my phone and yes. He called.

I reply his message, then he called me.

Saying that he is waiting for me to be awake in order to send me to school.

Then i went to prepare as i dont want him to wait, then i walked to braddell

mrt station. Pris came along with us. She was rushing like crazy!

We took train to amk, then bus to my school.

I thought i was going to be late, but end up, i still can drink a cup of

ice milo before going school. Pris hugged me before i went in to school.

So sweet of her, then Boyf also want. Then when i hugged him, my OM

suddenly turned back, luckily, i was fast enough to react.

Otherwise, i think i will be in the detention room now ! :F

Had English lessons, did 2 situational writing.

Follow by maths, did one paper while chatting away with Tracy&

Yenny. During recess, i called pris then i called boyf.

They both came to meet me at my school's main gate.

Then while chatting away, they got a pass and enter my school.

Then, one idiotic teacher came to disturb us, KPO QUEEN.

Thinking that she is very big, said:" Who are they?"

"Why are they here?"

Then boyf damn guailan, he said:"I'm her cousin, talking about family

matters."

Then she say:" What family matters?"

Then boyf say:" Confidential."

Then she say what confidential?"

Then boyf said:" Already say confidential, you dont understand the

meaning of confidential?"

LOL, then she kept quiet, xiasuay sia she! :D

Then boyf waited for me till i end school, he was damn tired, poor thing ):

Next time, dont want & wont let him to send me to school le la!

Ok, then we went to hub, during recess, saw you crying.

Wanted to walked over to you, but something hesitated me.

Hub then back to toapayoh. Home to change and bath, then back to boyf's house :D

Staying here tonight.

2010-08-31T22:29:00.000-07:00

Teacher's day plus chalet, pictures uploaded ! (:

Let the picture do th talking (:

2010-08-28T00:44:00.000-07:00

Slept at priscilla house the day before, because of my mum.

Boyf came and knock th window, then he asked me to accompany him home.

& I was only half awake.

I rejected, and he was damn angry.

Pris accompany me home then she went back home again. (So sweet of her.)

Bathed and waited for pris to come, then we head to amk hub.

Supposed to go k, but end up cancelled.

Then we took bus-ed 133 to J-DEE ! :D

Drink, drank, drunk.

Then Boyf asked me to cab home immediately.

We got free 2 Jug of beer, hees! :D

Cab back, Poor boyf had to pay for the cab fare.

Then we went to pris house for 2nd round.

I cannot tolerate anymore already. Feel like vomiting.

Boyf was so angry, he kick the table and the beer on the table all

collapse. Poor pris had to clear up th mess.

Went up tua awhile then pris called Boyf saying that her leg is bleeding.

We rushed up and help her immediately.

Went back to tua, home to get 'OUR" diary.

And die, AhK is very angry. How? Hais, What to do ?

Anyway, Anisia is loved! (:

Happy dearest? :D

2010-08-25T03:16:00.000-07:00

Simu(Adam's mummy) cook all this, so nice & so sweet of her (:

Let the pictures do the talking.

2010-08-21T22:46:00.001-07:00

I know its retarded, but i like.

He is first boyf that i am so open with.

Really being myself when I'm with him.

Went to lion dance yesterday after sleeping at tua.

When I'm in the bus, Boyf & Wink wink kept on disturbing

a guy. Damn poor thing, but also funny at the same time.

One hour later, finally reached Boonlay, walked to blk 735

went to changed and we set off to the place.

Boyf kept on disturbing me non-stop, irritating.

Fell asleep in the lorry.

When Winkwink was playing th drum, its like disco la!

Everyone was like shaking down there la.

Impressive winkwink! :D

Bus-ed back to toapayoh, cried as i quarrel with mum & dad.

Went to drink with Boyf, Pris, winkwink & David.

When i cried, pris passed one frozen strawberry to Boyf,

then he passed it to me, & i smiled! :D

I asked him to buy lollipop for me, but he forget.

Then when i meet him at 111, i asked him, where's my

lollipop? He never say anything, but straight went off to buy one.

But don't have strawberry cream ):

Boyf also asked me, have you ever xian qi me?

Then i ask of course not!

Hahahha, & he asked me, do you love me?

Stupid question, if i dont, i wont be waiting for

fcuking two years! :D

Went back to tua, then Boyf fell asleep followed by me.

While pris was talking to winkwink.

& Tonight, i am going to eat the seven month dinner.(

as it was dad's one.)

At the stupid restaurant, then meet Boyf afterwards.

Boyf:

I'm very glad that you explain to me, this is the first time you

explain. Normally, you'll just get irritated & walked off.

You said that you have your own reasons to ask me for

patch, i wanna know what it's the reason.

Ever since i patch with you, i felt insecured.

Dont know why too, & i love you.

Precious, Beloved& Darling:

I'll see you guys in school tomorrow. (:

(Promise)

2010-08-20T20:04:00.000-07:00

Went east coast last night, quarrel with boyf again.
Took bus 31 and when we reach east coast, we were all tired.
Went to 7eleven and bought nachos, cup noodle & big glup.
Finish all less then 5 minutes as i went with boyf, Priscilla(Childhood),
Ahk(Winkwink), Sharon, Joan& David.
Then we went to the sea are to slack.
Had heart to heart talk with boyf, & th worse part was,
he carried me and throw me in th sea. Wth right?
& Not only one time, its three times.
Second time, he did th same thing.
Third time, he pretend to hug me saying,"must romantic ma", then carried me &
throw me down th sea . Sucha Boyf huh?
He held my hands as i was walking very slowly.
I sprained my ankle & it hurts.
Went to bath and took bus back to toapayoh inter.
Fell asleep in th bus with Boyf.
When we reach inter, Joan was the one waking all of us up.
How noble that she did not fall asleep. Hees,
Walk back, then Boyf send me home, waited for me to
bath and prepare, how patient he was :D
Then, we head back to tua.
After receiving a call, he went out. & I'm alone.
Winkwink is sleeping, pris too.
I'm tired too, but i've to wake winkwink up at 1pm.
Responsibility! :D

2010-08-15T17:53:00.000-07:00

Stayed at boyf's house, went back home to change at about 7.30pm.
Went back home to prepare, then head down to the funeral again.
Before that, he was suppose to head down to somewhere before
going down to the funeral, but ended up cancelled.
No ways to contact him, everyone was so damn worried.
But i still head down to the funeral first as i was staying in contact
with Hubert. Reached funeral, but still never see him, was damn damn
worried. Then i faster rushed to the bus-stop and waited for 145.
But suddenly, Priscilla says, "there Adam! "
I was so damn relieved when i hear that.
When i walked towards him, he showed me attitude.
But i can understand. Went back to the funeral and gave the
last respect. Adam's mummy is damn cute la, when we were looking inside
the coffin, she said:" Never intro!" Then Boyf was like:" This is shermaine."
Then she continue saying:" Who's shermaine?!"
After his mother went off, he said:" She's shermaine, my girlf!"(Smacking my back!)
Slack at the funeral, the AH K (wink wink) came with Joan,
awhile later, Boyf and i went back to his house to get his medication.
Riding the bike away, then we passed by clarke quay.
Damn romantic la! Hahahha, then i asked him alot of things.(As its better to say out
how we both feel.) While waiting for the bike to be ready, we watch this show, damn drama
alright? Went back to the funeral one hour later, then we passed by this 7eleven,
then Boyf stopped & bought maggie-.-'
After everything was done, we went back to the funeral but he stopped while we're reaching.
He went to eat somewhere and he feed me :D (SWEET RIGHT?)
Then went we come back, he cooked again! :)
Then irritating them, played with _ _ _ _ ! :D (Wanna know, come asked me.)
Pictures to be uploaded soon, (;